Compared to everyone else who complains even the slightest touch from a person can cause them anxiety,
I wouldn't know a thing
Because limitations never existed within me
Perhaps it could be that I don't value my body as much as I should
...
Your body is a sacred temple
It should be maintained
Something that shouldn't break down easily from a single touch
Only reserved to those who might as well deserve your heart
I guess my mentality is skewed then
Is my body something that should be well-kept and cherished?
Or thrown away for good use?
I wouldn't know a thing
Because I've been lead by my own emotions
And it's brought me to places
Where returning to how things were before
Is impossible
...
Between pleasure and valuing one's self is a fight where you know which side should win
You have the ability to end the fight
But why bother continuing the fight when it only causes you
Pleasure momentarily
And agony for eternity?
Is it because I believe that I deserve the worst?
Is it because I don't think I should have the right to live?
Is it because since I'm so broken I might as well keep breaking?
Is it because I think my life should consist of chasing dreams instead of living in them?
Turns out
It's all of the above
~going farther then I ever thought I could

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