Broken

Love, Regret (part 1)

3rd person POV

Taehyung open his eyes. His vision is blurry but then it finally become clear. He looks around, confused. It took him 5 good minute to process that he is in his room, in his house. His home. The last thing he remembers is drinking his tequila. Maybe the first three shots.

His head is killing him, the headache is killing him. Taehyung sits up and start massaging his forehead. He dont remember how he got home but thank god that Jungkook is not in the room right now. Maybe he went to work, Taehyung thought. He is forcing himself to remember what happened last night but all he got was fragments.

He remember the pale skinned bartender, a guy who yelled at him, Jungkook unbottoning his shirt.. WAIT WHAT? His brain is finally functioning. He look at himself, he is fully clothed. Still stinks from the drinks he spilled last night. He exhale in relieve.

The headache is coming strong, but somehow he remembers.. slowly. Everything is coming back. And by everything, i mean everything. From the club to things he said to Jungkook in their living room. Taehyung get up and went to the bathroom to wash his face.

"Damn it" he curse himself.

"Fuck!!" He splash the water onto his face roughly. How could he mistaken his husband as some stranger and started to blab? He even told him about the divorce. And the worse part is he let Jungkook sees him cry. He was crying his heart out in front of Jungkook.

"Urghh shit!!" He curse himself for the third time. But it was too late. He already told Jungkook, and Jungkook already knew. Its too late to regret it now. There's nothing he can do anymore. So he decided to take a long shower. Trying to scrub the mistakes he made from last night.

After the long shower, Taehyung finally checks his phone. There were tons of messages and missed calls from Jungkook last night. He read the message one by one.

Husband💜 :

Im already at the restaurant.

Where are you? I've been waiting for 15 mins already.

Taehyung?

Tell me before hand if you're not coming. You made me look like a idiot waiting for you for an hour here.

Im going back. Just see you at home.

Where on earth are u? Why are you not home?

Why arent you answering my call???

I swear if this is your way if making a joke i guarantee you i'm not laughing.

Just answer my call already!!!!

Dont reject my call, answer it damn it!!

Taehyung stopped opening Jungkook's messages. He feels like there is no point in reading them anyway. But one name caught his attention.

Park Jimin :

Hey Taehyung, its Jimin. Did u make it home okay? You were completely wasted back there.

Just give me a text, okay? So that i know you make it home okay.

He smiles after reading Jimin's text. He give him a quick reply then went to his wardrobe. He take out his black Supreme bag and started to put his things inside. He didnt put much, just his essentials and few cloths to last him for a week. He is determine to leave while Jungkook is at work. After packing his stuff, he take a look at the bedroom one last time while fighting his tears from flowing out, then he close the door. He slow run from the bedroom to downstairs only to find Jungkook is sitting in the living room, watching the TV.

Taehyung look at his wristwatch. Its Friday, Jungkook was supposed to be working today so why isnt he? Taehyung thought for a second then he decided to tip toe round Jungkook but before he could leave, his phone rings.

"Fucking phone" Taehyung said to himself. The sound of Taehyung's phone made Jungkook turn his head. He was surprise to see Taehyung all cleaned up. But he is even more surprise to see Taehyung is carrying a bag like he is leaving or something. Jungkook quickly get up from his seat and went to Taehyung who is avoiding his eye contact.

"Whats with the bag?" Jungkook ask him but Taehyung just keep silent. "Are you going somewhere?" Jungkook asked again but Taehyung just giving him the silent treatment.

"Answer me while im asking you nicely" Jungkook said but clearly, there were tension in his voice. Taehyung knew that Jungkook was about to lose it. "Kim Taehyung" Jungkook said.

"Im leaving" Taehyung finally open his mouth but still not looking at Jungkook. "Leaving? What do you mean by leave?" Jungkook ask him. His heart is starting to beat a beat faster than normal.

"Lets skip the part where we pretend that i dont remember what i said to you last night" Taehyung said in a cold voice. "I never meant to tell you but i mean what i said. I want a divorce." Taehyung finally look into Jungkook's direction.

"My lawyer will contact your lawyer so just sign the damn paper" Taehyung said and turn his back to Jungkook and started to walk away. The sight of Taehyung leaving him brought Jungkook over the edge. He grab his arms, so rough that it shook Taehyung. Jungkook has never been rough on him before.

"What the fuck Kim Taehyung? Just like that you want to leave me? Because of some shitty jealousy of yours? Your stupid misunderstanding? I've listend to your stupid ass rant last night and now its my turn to say something. You were just going to leave? Your lawyer will contact my lawyer? DONT FUCK WITH ME!" Jungkook is clearly lost it. He is really angry with Taehyung who just decided to leave just like that. What if he went to work today? Is Taehyung just gonna leave him like that? Without giving him the chance of saying something?

Taehyung pull his arms back, equally as roughly as Jungkook. Both of them is angry and clearly, they are going to regret what they are about to say to each other.

"Shitty jealousy? Stupid misunderstanding? Stupid ass rant? ITS YOU WHO SHOULD STOP FUCKING WITH ME" Taehyung glare at Jungkook who is glaring at him too.

"Do you think just because i saw you with your beautiful secretary yesterday makes me think that i want you to divorce me today? Is that what you think?" Taehyung said.

"So right from the start you wanted the divorce? You're just using me and Lisa as an excuse for divorce. You just want to push the blame onto me" Jungkook says.

Taehyung laughed in disbelieved after hearing Jungkook. But his heart couldnt take it anymore. "Yeah Jungkook, whatever you say. Just sign the papers" Taehyung said and shake his head. Tears started to build is his eyes but Jungkook is too angry to see that Taehyung is hurting.

"I wont sign the damn paper until you told me the truth. Why did you suddenly ask for a divorce?" Jungkook is forcing the truth out of Taehyung. He is still not satisfied. He keep pushing and pushing until finally Taehyung break.

"I SAW YOU, OKAY? I SAW THE TWO OF YOU. I KNOW YOU LOVE HER. YOU TWO HAS BEEN SEEING EACH OTHER FOR THE PAST 8 MONTHS." Taehyung shouted. Jungkook should not have pushed the truth out of Taehyung because now, all hell is about to break loose.

"I didnt cheat on you, if thats what you accuse me of. Im not sleeping with her" Jungkook said to Taehyung.

"No, but you love her. And she loves you. But she's nice enough to not sleep with someone's husband" Taehyung said. He wiped his tears. He's been crying a lot lately.

"Taehyung im not-" Jungkook tries to said something but Taehyung cut him off.

"Stop it, please. Just admit it. We fell out of sync Jungkook. We dont work anymore. You should be happy, you get to be with her and she will accept you now that im out of the picture" Taehyung said.

"You're deciding this on your own. Nothing's change Taehyung.. we're doing fine.." Jungkook said to Taehyung. But Jungkook himself dont believe what he is saying. He know that he doesnt feel much for Taehyung anymore but the thought of letting him go never crossed his mind.

"Really? If we're doing fine then why didnt you notice?" Taehyung asked Jungkook.

"Notice what?" Jungkook asked back.

"That i stopped wearing our wedding ring"