Lamonte's POV
She left.
She really left.
I had a feeling that this time it was for good.
I couldn't help but let the tears fall out. I had lost her for good.
She was the only thing that shined light into my crazy life and I just couldn't give up on the possibility that this was it for us.
I need her like the air that I breathe.
I couldn't just let her go.
I stared at the ring that she placed in my hand. The way that she looked at me as if she hated me. I saw nothing in her eyes.
I had really pushed her too far.
I broke her heart too many times and I had nobody else to blame but myself.
If I had been good to her from the beginning I would've still had her now.
I walked over to the cabinet and grabbed a bottle of bourbon.
I took a swig straight from the bottle.
My life without her looks so bleak and I had a taste of that for the past three months, but now I felt it was really over for us and that emptiness would be permanent.
I had my chance and I finally had her back, but I ruined everything.
I fucked everything up.
There was no way for me to get her back.
I flipped the table and punched the wall. I screamed at the top of my lungs in agony as I fell to the floor with tears pooling in my eyes.
Tears that I couldn't stop from falling.
I felt a pang of pain in my chest and I couldn't breathe.
She was gone.
Ashanti's POV:
The next day...
It felt good to finally stop beating myself up over him.
He never felt the same way for me as I did for him. I spent months loving him and wanting to go back with him, but now I have cried all the tears.
It was over for us and I was good with that.
It was time for me to move on.
I couldn't keep getting hurt by him and every minute, I would be reminded that he broke me into a million pieces over and over again.
I wanted to be happy and now it was my turn to make him hurt.
Hey ~ Trey.
I told him that I had needed space to get over my ex and he said that he would give me time until I was ready.
He was so caring and gentle.
Hey, dinner tonight? ~ Me.
I asked and I waited for a reply.
Yes, finally ;) ~ Trey.
I guess that he had been waiting for me for a long time.
I was finally ready to move on and I never felt more free.
A smile crossed my face as I went up to Ana's room. She was laying in bed with her headphones on.
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