『 baby contract + pjm 』COMPLETED

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i woke up, feeling someone's arms around my waist. i rubbed my eyes, feeling the warm sun light against my skin.

i turned around and opened my eyes, to be welcome by seokjin's beautiful face while he slept.

his skin was glowing and i couldn't help but to stare at him, he still look the same but even more handsome.

i reached my hands up to his cheeks and rub my thumb.

my heart pounded faster inside my chest.

every time i see him, my feelings just keep on deepening even if i know it's wrong, even if i know someone own him.

but he's tempting.

i don't know what i'm doing with my life anymore, i keep on messing up with wrong people.

and now, i think i'm about to do another mess again.

i remembered what we did last night, i want to regret, i want to feel ashamed of sleeping with someone else husband but all i'm feeling is my beating heart for this man.

the man i'll never own.

i should be feeling so wrong but why do i feel like everything's going right?

suddenly, his eyes opened and smiled at me.

that smile,

i want to see that every morning.

i gulped and quickly sat up, getting the water bottle on the side then drinking it while jin started stretching.

"did your back hurt?" he asked and i just shook my head.

i got off the car and felt the cool morning breeze. thank god seokjin bought insect repeller or we would be a feast for insects.

i turned to look at seokjin to see him just looking at me, staring with a small smile on his lips.

i pursed my lips.

"i wish i could see you like this every morning." he smiled.

"we can't." i said, looking down.

"why not?" he asked.

"hyeri don't deserve this." i said, feeling the guilt slowly building up inside me.

a moment of silence occurred and i was about to  get all my things when seokjin spoke.

"but don't you deserve this?"

i stopped what i was doing and looked at him.

do i deserve this?

being a mistress?

not being someone's priority but just an option?

"i'm going." i said and started walking away quickly.

i couldn't hold my emotion and i was afraid i would tear up in front of him. i don't know why i suddenly got emotional, i was being so sensitive, suddenly making a drama.

i wiped my tears and looked in front of the road, calling a cab. i went in then it brought me home.

i wash myself up and decided to rest.

i opened the television, distracting myself by the entertainment so that i wouldn't be so emotional.

i'm an adult now, i should know better for myself.

suddenly, my phone buzzed, i opened the message.

from: unknown

hello, good morning! this is xx hospital and we will be doing the transplant today.