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We had to wait a month for this vacation because the men had business to take care first. We've been on vacation for a week now and honestly all of us needed this. Especially me I don't have to worry about running into Marc and the issues that come with that. I honestly wish I didn't have to go back home. Everyone is here with us all the kids, momma and my father also Aiden, Mason and Dre. Aiden brought his girlfriend Natalie which I'm happy I finally get to meet. Mason and Dre the only ones who ain't settle down yet. We'll be here for another two weeks I wish we could stay longer but I know the boys have business to run. And with my dad passing everything down to Damien I know he going to be very busy which means he will spend less time home. Tonight we having dinner ass a family so that should be interesting.

I was watching Alexis play with the kids in the sand they was building sand castles and stuff

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I was watching Alexis play with the kids in the sand they was building sand castles and stuff. I watched in amazement of how lucky I got with her. If you would of told me five years ago that I would have fourkids and definitely in love with the love of my life I would of said hell no. But honestly Alexis was the best thing that has ever happened to me. She changed my life for the better. I actually hate myself for how I treated her before and all the stuff I put her through. I prayed my daughter never find a man like me and I will teach my sons to never be like me and teach them how to respect and love women. I regret everything I've ever did to Alexis I don't even know why she stayed. I'm definitely glad she did she has the key to my heart. I never thought we would of gotten how far we are now though. I just wish my mom was here to see it I know she watching over though. She would of beat my fucking ass if she was here knowing how I use to treat Alexis. The one thing I didn't want to happen was slowly happening I was slowly turning into my dad and I'm glad I've changed and didn't. I never intended to hurt Alexis so much but I had my own demons and they was steering me in the wrong direction before. Now that my head is on clear I know I would never treat her how I did before ever. She didn't deserve it and I embarrassed her so much. She is a queen and I'm finally ready to be her king.

 She is a queen and I'm finally ready to be her king

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"Daddy daddy" I watched Kalina as she ran to me. I was sitting on the chair chilling.

"Yes princess" I picked her up and sat her on my lap.

"Mommy said come play with us." I nodded and got up and went to join Alexis and the other kids.

"Kannon don't eat the sand baby" I heard Alexis say as I got closer to them.

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