Y/n POV
I was crying in here cause of the pain"I WISH I WAS NEVER FUCKING BORN! USELESS PIECE OF SHIT!" i yelled to the phone as my parents were on the line
"Look y/n, its your fault that your life is miserable...We're just saying this because of you're acting like a bitch! I regret having a child like you!" My mom yelled through the phone
"Fuck you! THEN REGRET IT! CAUSE I DON'T HAVE A MOM THAT IS A FUCKING BITCH! A PUSSY SHIT! WHO ALWAYS LIKE A DICK INSIDE HER! FLIRTY ASS BITCH! YOU'RE FUCKING 48! YOU'RE THE REAL BITCH HERE! NOT ME!" I hung up and i started to cry harder, suddenly the door busted open seeing my love...jimin
"Hey are you okay?" He asked softly and i shook my head still crying
"T-They are insulting me...tell me..i'm a bitch am i?" I sadly chuckle at my own word
"Of course i am, fucking a random boys out there and gets some money" he hugged me and i cried
*Flashback*
"You useless shit! Is this what you called food?! Huh?! YOU'RE SO DUMB!!” she grabbed my hair and i grimaced in pain with tears as the man she's with just enjoyingWhat an ass
"You bitch! Let me tell you! I'm the one who raised you and you should give a repay! I bet you'll be fucking some random men's out there when you grew up well i already know! I won't be proud on such a pussy" i clenched my palms as i looked at her firmly
"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! YOU'RE NOT MY MOTHER! I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER LIKE YOU WHO LIKES TO FUCK SOME SUGAR DADDY BITCHES OUT THERE AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! YOU NEVER LOVE ME SINCE DAD DIED! YOU'RE SUCH A CHEATER AND YOU EVEN WANT ME TO BE RAPE AS FUCK! I WISH YOU WERE NOT MY MOTHER! I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER THAT LIKES A DICK INSIDE HER!" I walked out of the door and slammed it shut
*End of flashback*
Its the day when i met jackson...and some other friends, he offered me...and i didn't hesitate but i do regret...i do love jimin and i know he won't love me back
Suddenly, everything turns black...i can't even move, i'm like paralyzed
Jimin POV
I felt her collapsed and i quickly looked at her..she faintedI carried her bridal style and went to my car immediately
Even tho i don't know your story, i still care for you...yes i don't love you but there are some mixed feelings inside me
I sighed and i started to drive
"Please tell me soon y/n" i sighed
-at the hospital-
"Doc, how was she?" I asked standing up and he sighed"Sorry to tell you this but she is mentally depressed this days and its not good for her health, I recommend you to take care of her" i sighed cupping my face
I guess its my fault then?
"You may go inside, she was already awake" i thanked him and he walked away
"Hey are you okay?" I asked approaching her and she just looked down
"I-I'm fine..." I know she's lying
I sat next to her and she frowned looking at me
"Trust me, you can tell me anything" she shook her head
"No...i know you'll be disgust on me cause i was a disgusting bitch" she sadly smiled
"Trust me y/n, i won't..i promise you" she sighed heavily
"Fine..."
"When i was 14..my dad died because he was poisoned and i don't know who did it...After that, my mom started to bring some random boys on our house after 1 year, she always abused me...before she love me so much and she will spoil me but when we lost dad...she mentally changed into a devil"
I was stunned....how could her mom would be like that? She's a monster
"When i turned 16, I got back from school when i hear some moans, smell of sex and dirty sounds..thats how i know the word sex and how people did it...i was disgust by my own mom, i was so disgust
And there is something i really don't want to remember.....Her random 'friends' went to our house and they are 2...Mom was out and the 2 boys wanted to rape me and i didn't let that, i was suffocated on her and her stuffs....She always beat me, slapped me, torturing me and i want her to end up in jail...When i turned 17, i already left and thats how i met jackson from the park...he offered me and i accept it, he took my virginity....i became his toy, i loved him but i don't now ...many things changed...As i met you, i didn't hesitate to accept the deal...I'm no doing it from my own pleasure....i'm doing it because i-i...Nvm" she sighed letting tears fallI put her on my embrace and i kissed her lips
"Mmm~" she hummed
I broke the kiss and looked at her
"You're not a bitch, a slut, a gold digger or anything...I know you have reasons" i smiled lightly
My heart started to beat fast and i frowned
W-What? I shouldn't fall for my sextoy....i only need her as a friend a sex buddy
-End of chapter 5-
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