Chapter 5: Her story

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Y/n POV
I was crying in here cause of the pain

"I WISH I WAS NEVER FUCKING BORN! USELESS PIECE OF SHIT!" i yelled to the phone as my parents were on the line

"Look y/n, its your fault that your life is miserable...We're just saying this because of you're acting like a bitch! I regret having a child like you!" My mom yelled through the phone

"Fuck you! THEN REGRET IT! CAUSE I DON'T HAVE A MOM THAT IS A FUCKING BITCH! A PUSSY SHIT! WHO ALWAYS LIKE A DICK INSIDE HER! FLIRTY ASS BITCH! YOU'RE FUCKING 48! YOU'RE THE REAL BITCH HERE! NOT ME!" I hung up and i started to cry harder, suddenly the door busted open seeing my love...jimin

"Hey are you okay?" He asked softly and i shook my head still crying

"T-They are insulting me...tell me..i'm a bitch am i?" I sadly chuckle at my own word

"Of course i am, fucking a random boys out there and gets some money" he hugged me and i cried

*Flashback*
"You useless shit! Is this what you called food?! Huh?! YOU'RE SO DUMB!!” she grabbed my hair and i grimaced in pain with tears as the man she's with just enjoying

What an ass

"You bitch! Let me tell you! I'm the one who raised you and you should give a repay! I bet you'll be fucking some random men's out there when you grew up well i already know! I won't be proud on such a pussy" i clenched my palms as i looked at her firmly

"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! YOU'RE NOT MY MOTHER! I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER LIKE YOU WHO LIKES TO FUCK SOME SUGAR DADDY BITCHES OUT THERE AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! YOU NEVER LOVE ME SINCE DAD DIED! YOU'RE SUCH A CHEATER AND YOU EVEN WANT ME TO BE RAPE AS FUCK! I WISH YOU WERE NOT MY MOTHER! I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER THAT LIKES A DICK INSIDE HER!" I walked out of the door and slammed it shut

*End of flashback*

Its the day when i met jackson...and some other friends, he offered me...and i didn't hesitate but i do regret...i do love jimin and i know he won't love me back

Suddenly, everything turns black...i can't even move, i'm like paralyzed

Jimin POV
I felt her collapsed and i quickly looked at her..she fainted

I carried her bridal style and went to my car immediately

Even tho i don't know your story, i still care for you...yes i don't love you but there are some mixed feelings inside me

I sighed and i started to drive

"Please tell me soon y/n" i sighed

-at the hospital-
"Doc, how was she?" I asked standing up and he sighed

"Sorry to tell you this but she is mentally depressed this days and its not good for her health, I recommend you to take care of her" i sighed cupping my face

I guess its my fault then?

"You may go inside, she was already awake" i thanked him and he walked away

"Hey are you okay?" I asked approaching her and she just looked down

"I-I'm fine..." I know she's lying

I sat next to her and she frowned looking at me

"Trust me, you can tell me anything" she shook her head

"No...i know you'll be disgust on me cause i was a disgusting bitch" she sadly smiled

"Trust me y/n, i won't..i promise you" she sighed heavily

"Fine..."

"When i was 14..my dad died because he was poisoned and i don't know who did it...After that, my mom started to bring some random boys on our house after 1 year, she always abused me...before she love me so much and she will spoil me but when we lost dad...she mentally changed into a devil"

I was stunned....how could her mom would be like that? She's a monster

"When i turned 16, I got back from school when i hear some moans, smell of sex and dirty sounds..thats how i know the word sex and how people did it...i was disgust by my own mom, i was so disgust
And there is something i really don't want to remember.....Her random 'friends' went to our house and they are  2...Mom was out and the 2 boys wanted to rape me and i didn't let that, i was suffocated on her and her stuffs....She always beat me, slapped me, torturing me and i want her to end up in jail...When i turned 17, i already left and thats how i met jackson from the park...he offered me and i accept it, he took my virginity....i became his toy, i loved him but i don't now ...many things changed...As i met you, i didn't hesitate to accept the deal...I'm no doing it from my own pleasure....i'm doing it because i-i...Nvm" she sighed letting tears fall

I put her on my embrace and i kissed her lips

"Mmm~" she hummed

I broke the kiss and looked at her

"You're not a bitch, a slut, a gold digger or anything...I know you have reasons" i smiled lightly

My heart started to beat fast and i frowned

W-What? I shouldn't fall for my sextoy....i only need her as a friend a sex buddy

-End of chapter 5-

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