Wallflower | l.s mpreg

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        💌 "Its not the pain,
            It's who it came from." 💌
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•Harry's POV•
May

Wendy and I arrived at the festival hand in hand despite me trying to make her let my hand go.

It was kind of awkward looking too considering I was walking far away from her but she still wouldn't let go of my hand

"So, what'd you want do first?" I ask stopping to look at her

"How about we try a few games and rides then eat and then lastly we can go on the Ferris wheel," She says making it clear she has this whole date planned out

I nod at her and we try a few games. It turn out my aim isn't to bad and I end up winning a plushie which Wendy immediately takes from me.

I forcefully smile at her and begin to walk to another game she runs to catch up to me and grabs ahold of my hand once more.

"Let's go into the photo booth!" Wendy says practically pulling me with her

I step inside and we take multiple pictures I try my best to look like I'm enjoying myself in the pictures. Wendy seems to buy it because when the pictures come out she gives me a kiss on the cheek.

"You hungry yet babe?" She asks me going to grab my hand once again

"Um, yeah I could eat," I say trying my best to ignore her calling me babe

We walk over to where all the food stands are and get some funnel cake and corn dogs. We sit down at a table that's empty and begin eating. And even then Wendy doesn't let go of my hand.

I decide that I should at least try to make this date go well so I begin to genuinely listen to her and she isn't that bad. I try thinking of her not letting my hand go as cute. And maybe it really was. Plus she was really pretty. Maybe I could date her.

Wendy ends up telling me that her dad had left them when she was really young and that ever since her mom has never been the same. As she tells me this I feel a sort of protectiveness over her.

As I'm eating and listening to Wendy I spot Niall and the rest of the boys. I get up immediately pulling Wendy with me and begin walking in the opposite direction they were.

"What? What is it? Why'd we just leave?" Wendy asks looking back

"Just wanted to spend some more time with you," I say putting an arm over her shoulder in hopes of getting her to stop looking back.

However I'm too late and Niall seems to spot us.

"Harry!" Niall calls making me turn around

I smile back at him and begin to walk over to them with an arm still wrapped around Wendy

I visibly see Louis glare at my arm over Wendy and then glare at Wendy herself. I try to ignore it not really wanting to unravel the feelings behind it.

"Hey I thought you said you couldn't come," Niall says greeting me

"Yeah, But Wendy wanted to come so, here I am," I say awkwardly smiling at them

"So what, this is a date?" Liam says gesturing towards me and Wendy.

"Yeah and it's going really well," Wendy says smiling at me

"Um, yeah didn't Louis tell you guys?" I ask looking over at him

"Must've spaced my mind, I forgot to tell the guys," Louis says through a clenched jaw

Liam places a hand on Louis' shoulder and jealousy runs through my veins. I don't even really want to feel that for Louis but the look Liam was giving him kinda made me want to attack him.

"Wendy I thought you were dating Ben?" Louis says looking back at Wendy

"No, why would you think that?" Wendy asks innocently

"Oh so you're not? When his mom walked in on you guys that was just, what for fun?" Louis says sarcastically

"Louis," I says warningly

"Sorry just looking out for my cousin and BFF, Ben Tomlinson," Louis says rolling his eyes and turning away

"Wendy why don't you go buy us some more tickets," I say giving her some money

"Okay babe," Wendy says giving me a kiss on the cheek

I hear Louis scoff and I turn around and see Louis looked genuinely pissed.

She walks away and I pull Louis to the side. A part of me felt like Louis was trying to reopen feelings I didn't want to feel anymore

"What the hell was that?" I ask him making sure Liam and Niall can't hear us

"I wasn't doing anything! It's just she's soo," Louis says trailing off and looking away

"So what?" I say forcing him to look at me

"I just don't think you should be with her," Louis says taking a step back

"Why? You don't think I'm good enough for her?" I say feeling hurt

"What?! No! It's not like that, you don't understand," Louis says looking down

"Oh I understand completely," I say crossing my arms

"Harry, that's not what I meant," Louis says desperation clear in his voice

"Her and me are just like you and Eleanor okay?" I tell him wanting him to drop the subject

"Do you even genuinely like her?" Louis asks me with curious eyes

"Why can't you just accept the fact that I'm happy?" I say looking away

"Maybe because I don't want her to be the one who makes you 'happy'," Louis says bitterly

"I don't know what you're talking about," I say avoiding looking at him

"Don't do that, don't pretend like you don't know," Louis says with pain in his eyes

"I don't know what you're talking about," I say firmly

"I don't want to do that," Louis says lowering his voice

"Wendy's waiting for me, I have to go," I say walking away from him

"Oh come the fuck on Harry!" Louis yells after me

I walk away ignoring Louis' calling my name, I reach Wendy and pull her into a hug. Everything was okay, I liked Wendy and Wendy liked me that's all that mattered.

And Finn was right I wasn't gay and Louis was wrong nothing had happened between us and everything was perfectly fine.

I tell myself this over and over again until me and Wendy are riding the Ferris wheel and I kiss her at the top. I drive her home that night feeling dirty. Like I betrayed Louis in some way. But Louis was just a friend so I shouldn't feel like this.

I think back to Finn telling me that rumors were spreading I think of this as I bring myself to kiss Wendy again as I drop her off at her door.

And after that I drive home feeling ten times dirtier than before
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Final update of today :)
I'm planning to update again tmrw so I won't leave you wondering for too long