15| I was content

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I was content

I was okay

I was fine with

Living this way

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Mornings were bearable 

Even after a nightmare 

I'd get dressed and go greet 

A family that didn't care

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Though every time, just for a moment

When I'm sitting at the breakfast table 

My eye would catch dying flowers

In a vase that seemed perfectly stable

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There was plenty of water 

And sunlight filtered through 

But the flowers would always die

There was nothing you could do

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School was alright enough

I'd go to class and have lunch

I was surrounded by people

Even if they didn't notice me much

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Though every time, just for a moment

When I'm sitting at the window in class

My eye would catch a nest of birds

Who all seemed so caged past the glass

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There was plenty of places to go

Nothing in their way but air

But the birds would live and die here

Were they too ignorant to even care?

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Home was mostly tolerable 

I'd stay in my room all night

I'd live life through the stories I read 

And think things were alright

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Though every time, just for a moment

When I'm quietly sitting in bed

My eye would catch a face in the window

That reflection sure looked dead

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I was alive and perfectly well

My body was healthy enough

Then why did I always feel like

Breathing was getting tough?

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I was content

I was okay

I was fine with

Pretending every day

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 20, 2021 ⏰

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