Ethereal (COMPLETED)

17: Weak Soul

I woke up in a white room.

My body feels so weak, I can't even move.

My head, so heavy. I can feel the grogginess inside me.

"Hyung! Are you okay?" Jimin, he's sitting beside me.

"He's awake. Hyung's awake," I can hear Jungkook.

"What happened?" I asked, my voice so raspy.

"You... crashed into a tree hyung. But you're fine now, don't worry." Jimin reassured me.

I tried to remember what happened that night...

But my head hurts so much, I touched it and just realized that there's a bandage wrapped around it.

I just want you to know that I'm the happiest when I'm with you.

Sophie's voice echoing throughout my head.

Now everything that happened last night flashbacks at me.

But all I can remember is her, saying goodbye.

Please forgive me, Goodbye Yoongi.

"I... I need to go," I tried to stand up but immediately fell, I'm too weak.

Hobi assisted me right away, "No hyung. You're still weak."

"I need to see her!" I tried to get up again.

I can't be weak.

"Please hyung! Please stay," Jungkook almost crying, making me soft.

"Everyone's worried about you," Jin hyung said.

"You all knew. You all knew right?" I seriously asked all of them.

They looked at me confusedly.

"You all knew that the shitty pictures were posted that morning! But you didn't fucking tell me! If I knew it earlier I might had the chance to talk with Sophie before she made up her decision!"

I'm too weak to shout, but I tried. I tried to let all my feelings out.

"I told them not to tell you. So you can focus," Namjoon said.

"Focus on what?" I snorted. "Focus on you liking her?" My tone raised up on him.

"Hyung..." Jimin tried to hug me to stop me.

"So what if I liked her? He's not yours after all!" Namjoon answered back.

Everyone's shocked at his confession.

"You don't deserve her. Looked at you!" He gestured at me like he's saying I'm disgusting.

"So you're saying she deserves you?"

"Stop it. You're just making things worst." Jin hyung grabbed Namjoon and they went outside.

I hate it. I hate that I'm weak.

And I hate the fact that he's my brother.

I can't fight him.