Wallflower | l.s mpreg

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    💌 "It's comforting to know if I get into trouble you'll be there for me." 💌
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•Harry's POV•
May

"I broke up with her," Louis says as soon as I close my locker

It was Monday and I had barely made it to my locker before I was ambushed by a hopeful Louis

"What?" I ask cocking my head in confusion

"Eleanor, I broke up with her. I was almost completely disowned by my parents but I did it." Louis further explains

"Good for you Louis," I say beginning to walk away

"I did it for you," Louis says catching up to me

"Maybe you wanted to get out of your relationship and that's fine but don't use me as an excuse," I say firmly

"Harry please, I know you said that we should ignore what happened that night but I can't. I loved that night. It was the best thing that ever happened to me," Louis tells me sincerely

"Louis I have a girlfriend," I tell him not wanting to turn to look at him

"Is that what she is now? Your girlfriend? It wasn't your girlfriends name you were moaning a week ago," Louis tells me bluntly

"Louis! What's your point?" I say finally stopping and turning to look at him

"That is my point, that you liked it just as much as I did! So don't stand there and pretend like it meant nothing to you. Like it didn't feel wonderful to wake up in each others arms," Louis tells me desperately

"Okay, So what if that did feel good? You had a girlfriend, and all I am is some hook up, so you don't try to stand there and pretend like you breaking up with her is gonna make it all better," I respond feeling anger rise in me

"I know, and it was stupid of me to expect it would but if I'm willing to pretend like nothing happened. Can you please not date Wendy? For my sake?" He asks me avoiding eye contact

"I just I can't bear the thought of her kissing you, or touching you," Louis says actually shuddering

"I don't owe you anything Louis," I tell him crossing my arms

"You're right, you don't. Sorry for bringing it up," He says defeated

He begins to walk away snd I feel dread wash over me and I can't help but speak up.

"I'll end it with her, for you," I tell him getting him to turn around

He smiles at me and continues to walk away. Maybe things weren't where I wanted them with Louis but at least we were friends again.

I don't know if I'll ever allow myself to be romantically involved with Louis. But a part of me hoped I would
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•Louis' POV•

"I just want him to like me as bad as I like him, but I already screwed up so hard," I tell her

I was sitting in the middle of my ex girlfriend's bed chatting to her and somehow it wasn't uncomfortable or awkward.

Me and Eleanor were friends before we started dating. Of course we only did so because of pressure from our parents but now that we were broken up I genuinely preferred having her as a friend.

I had also told her everything that had happened with Harry and surprisingly she wasn't mad. And instead she showed me unconditional support. She was the only one I had told

"You have to give it time Lou, after all you probably broke the kids heart," Eleanor tells me while painting her nails

"This is so unfair! If only I had known I was gay before I met him, then we'd be fine." I say with a pout

"Are you sure your gay? What if your bi?" Eleanor asks stopping to look at me

"But I don't think I am, I mean I enjoyed the kisses between you and me but not as much as I enjoyed Harry's," I tell her recalling my special night with Harry

"I mean those kisses made me weak in the knees, there is absolutely no competition between your kisses and Harry's kisses," I tell her flopping myself completely on the bed

"Ouch just cause I'm not mad doesn't mean I want you to rub it in, you were my first kiss you asshole," She says rolling her eyes at me

"Sorry, it's just Harry makes me wanna be me you know. You know how my mom and dad are, Louis do this, Louis do that, Louis you can't do this, you can't be that, I'm just tired of it," I say looking up at the ceiling

"I get it my parents are the same," Eleanor says sitting down by my head

"At least you know you have a chance, I mean he broke up with that Wendy girl for you," She says playing with my hair

"Hmm, I guess," I say enjoying the feeling

"I'm just curious about one thing," Eleanor says suddenly stopping

"Shoot," I say lazily, wanting her to continue

"Who topped?" Eleanor asks shamelessly

"Eleanor! You nasty little perverted child, I'm not telling you that!" I say looking up at her to shame her

"What! I mean I only met Harry once but I get the feeling that he did? I mean he's just ten times taller than you and you've got that perfect little bum of yours." She wonders out loud

"Me? A bottom?" I say sitting up rapidly

"You clearly don't know Harry and apparently you don't know me either if you think I would bottom," I tell her

I lay back down with a hmph and she continues to play with my hair.

"I ship it," She says after we lay there silently for a while

"Yeah? Well not as hard as me," I answer closing my eyes

"Damn you're really whipped aren't you?" Eleanor says with pity

"I literally want him to bare my children," I say with a sigh

"Yup, completely and utterly whipped," Eleanor responds smiling down at me

And she wasn't wrong
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I actually rlly like this chapter. Btw I'm so excited for Harry's new song like Ksjshshsbdbxjxu. Also I'll be updating again later tdy :)