Semper Fidelis

Untitled Part 25

SA kabilang silid ay nakaupo si Aldon sa gilid ng kama. Nakasubsob ang mukha sa dalawang palad.

You've promised always, Sari. What happened to that promise?

He was crying. He had lost his wife, his dear little devoted wife to his best friend.

I love you. All along I've loved you... for always I will love you. Nais niyang magmakaawa, ngunit ano ang karapatan niyang ipagkait kay Sari ang kaligayahan nito?

author's note:

May nag-aabang pala, eh. Hahaha.

Pero it's true. Paka-emotera ko noon. Buti walang Fb, kung hindi, factory ako ng memes.

So there. I knew i had a problem. Walang Google kaya 'may i buy' ako ng books and mags, inalam ko ano mga dapat gawin bilang isang taong dumadanas ng kalungkutan.

Change surrounding raw.

I moved out of our house. I got my own apartment. 1,700 php ang rent per month. Two bedrooms na 'yun, ha. May kitchen, may salas, may labahan sa likod. Ang tanging kasama ko ay si Popoy, my aspin. Popoy was a she, BTW. I used the TF i got from Somewhere In My Heart to buy sofa and ref.

For a while, akala ko, happy na ako.

Independent, modern woman chenes ang peg.

Soon, i was sad again and i lost so much weight pa. Noodles lang kinakain ko. LOL. Kakatamad pala kasi magluto pag mag-isa ka lang.

Be active raw, sabi ng mga paham sa Cosmo mag. Para maging happy, kailangan ma-release ang endorphins. Thru physical activities.

Enrol sa gym ang writer.

3 times a week ang workout.

Pero lumilipas ang endorphins, hahaha. I'd find myself terribly lonely again. Masakit pa kasu-kasuan.

Gusto ko talagang ma-in love. LOL. LOL. at LOL pa.

Sa sobrang kagustuhan ko, pinatulan ko this guy na dati kong crush kahit hindi ko na s'ya crush that time.

Wrong mistake.

to be cont...