Licking his lips at me, he stared intensively at me with his 6'3 figure standing over me, realizing i had no more room to back up i stood frozen in my spot as my breath hitched in my throat. He brought his hands to my neck gentle squeezing it
"Why...
I've put some thought on this book and noticed how good it's been doing so i won't be rushing it but i won't be able to update it everyday like I've been doing once school starts. I hope y'all can understand
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It was now late at night and Katrina finally pulled up to her grandmothers house before picking up her sleeping son as he placed his head on her shoulder and she walked towards the door noticing it opening and her grandmother poked her head through before opening it widely.she smiled at her walking all the way in.
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"I'm guessing he had a good day" they both shared a laugh
"Yes he did, after work we went to get ice cream, go to the park and then i took him home so he can take a bath and now we're here" she nodded her head.
"That sounds lovely baby , just go lay him in the back room, i wanna have a talk with you" she sighed already knowing what the talk was going to be about.she tucked him in before kissing his forehead and walking out the room and back into the living room before having a seat.
"Sweetheart why won't you just give her a chance"
"Grandma i just can't , i don't look at her the same. The things she allowed my father to do is sickening"
"It was the drugs talking baby"
"That's excuses she knew what she was doing when she first started those drugs , she knew she had a child to take care of , she knew she had responsibilities and she knew exactly what she was doing so i don't wanna hear this" she said getting up
"Katrina shit your ass back down and listen to me you always ready to run off when times get bad" her grandmother and sternly as she took a seat.
"When your mother turned to drugs I've never turned my back on her i believed that she would eventually get back right again , now that doesn't justify what happened to you as a child but Katrina i know you believe in second chances just please hear her out, because if it was you , you know I'd never turn my back on you either"
"I understand that completely but i just can't right now I'm not mentally or physically prepared for that".
"That's fine baby but just at least promise me you'll talk to her soon"she thought for a moment
"I promise, just let me do it on my time i don't line being rushed"
"That's completely understandable, lemme walk you out" they hugged before Katrina walked through the door and got in her car making her way home.
She wasn't planning on going by Amir tonight she just wanted her space and she wanted to be alone to think. All of this was weighing heavily on her conscience and she just needed a drink to relax. Walking through the door she sat her things down. She walked to her room and took a much needed shower before placing her red silk robe on and her fuzzy white slippers and walked towards the kitchen and grabbed a wine glass and a bottle of her favorite wine white Zinfandel. Filling it mid way she walked back to her room and sat on her bed before turning on whatever was on tv. Taking sips here and there she heard her front door shut and she already knew who it was
"Fuck you not answering your phone for yo, we was just good earlier" he barged in the room
"Well hello to you too Amir" she sat her wine glass down before rubbing her temples.
"Man you playing with me" he chucked before standing in front her.
"Can i just have a night to my self please" she rolled her eyes as he scrunched up his face
"Yeah you think I'm so clown ass nigga, you go talk to nigga or still have this lil attitude"she got up pushing past him but he grabbed her arm.
"Here you go about to run off like always just talk me kay I'm your man not some bum ass nigga on the street" she sat back down
"I'm hurting Amir, I'm hurting so bad and i have to put on this smile to cover how I'm really feeling but can't handle this anymore and i don't wanna drag you into this mess"she cried into his shirt
"Katrina I'm here because i wanna be if that was the case i would've left when i found out you had a son, everybody goes through things sometimes but that don't mean you push people away mamas you work thought it that's the only way it's going to get better now stop crying you too beautiful for that" he wiped her tears with his thumb.
"I'm sorry you had to see me like this , i definitely look a mess"
"Baby i love the raw version of you so don't even be embarrassed about it , but we go get through this together just don't be pushing me away in the process Katrina because i really do love you.
"I love you too boo" they shared a kiss before laying down. Katrina Laid her head on his chest and traced his tattoos getting relaxed. Before she knew it he was snoring loudly making her chuckle lightly. Getting up she grabbed her glass and went to clean it out before hanging it up. Turning off all the lights she made her way back in her room before turning off her lights and getting back in the same position as before and dozed off to sleep.
