「 flashback to 10 months ago。」
his tears never stopped falling. his eyes continued being red from crying. his hand had been continuously wiping the unstoppable tears for about more than 10 minutes.
he didn't know where he was. he just continued on running and running away until the voices in his head stopped haunting him.
what would life be like if he just lived in a world without quirks and powers? would he be happy? would he be free from those voices? 'i wish i was just born in a world without all of these kinds of status...' he thought.
"hey hey! do you all know??" midoriya suddenly remembered his classmate's words. "they said that when you die in this world, then you will be born in another world! pretty cool right?!"
"heeehh, who said stuff like that??" one of his friends said.
"i just saw it on the internet."
"dumbass, why would you believe something from the internet?..."
midoriya did not remember the rest of the conversation, and his mind just focused on what his classmate said.
be born in another world when i die, huh?
"why don't you take a swan dive off the window and wish for your next life that you'll be a hero!"
"...huh."
with a blank, sore-from-crying face, and puffy eyes and cheeks, midoriya stood up and walked out of the alleyway and unbeknownst to him, he caught the attention of someone, that followed him to where he went.
an abandoned building. what's a brat like him doing here? nonetheless, the unknown person still followed him. with the way midoriya walked, it looked like he was spacing out, not even realizing that he kept climbing up the stairs, and climbing, and climbing...
until he reached the rooftop. he was not spacing out, and he very well knew that he was going up the stairs, as his heart desired so. it seems like it was the end. he was conflicted about his life, will he just end all of this anyway or still hopelessly hold on?
"why would i even hold on if they don't even want me to? why would i even hold on if they're the ones letting go of my hand? was there even someone who did not let go of my hand? mom..."
"i'm sorry izuku..."
"...no. she had also let go of my hand."
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ㅡ the lost one's weeping. 「 bnha villain deku 」
Fanfiction「 ロストワンの号哭。」 ❝ see that kid's lost fantasy? who was it, that dyed his red heart to black? hey, who was it? ❞ 「 a villain deku fiction. (bakudeku) 」 ㅡ #157 in watty ㅡ #774 in heroes
