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Now showing private messages between Terroriser and RoastMasterV2

Terroriser: Ik you're not gonna answer but I need a place to vent so just bare with me here

Terroriser: I wish I had never fucking met Craig

Terroriser: I wish I hadn't been such a fucking idiot and asked him out in the first place I should've just let him get back together with Tyler a long ass time ago

Terroriser: I'm so fucking stupid of course he wasn't over Tyler why would he be all of the warning signs were right there and I just ignored them like they never existed. Everyone kept saying they still liked each other but I still fucking asked him out and dated him and fell in love with him even when all the signs were pointing to his heart being somewhere else why am I so goddamn stupid

Terroriser: I'm glad that he's happy but I wish I could've been the one to make him happy instead I'm just his fucking ex and that's all I'll ever be

Terroriser: it hurts so fucking bad it shouldn't hurt I mean he's happy I should be happy for him WHY CANT I JUST BE FUCKING HAPPY FOR HIM WHY CANT IT JUST STOP HURTING

Terroriser: Evan I miss you so fucking much I'm so sorry for being a dick to you like fucking ever like all the times I've been ever been mean to you I'm so fucking sorry

Terroriser: obviously I'll never understand how you feel but if what you feel is anything close to how I feel right now, even if it's just a fraction, then I'm so fucking sorry for contributing to that I wouldn't wish this on anyone and id hate myself so much if I did this to you I'm so fucking sorry I love you you're one of my best friends I love you so fucking much and I miss you and everything hurts so fucking bad

Terroriser: I wish I was never born

RoastMasterV2: me too|
RoastMasterV2: me t|

RoastMasterV2: me too

RoastMasterV2: except I feel like that all the time

Terroriser: Evan? You actually replied?

RoastMasterV2: are you okay? What happened?

Terroriser: Evan is it actually you?

RoastMasterV2: yes it's me please tell me what's going on brian let me help

Terroriser: I fucking hate everything

RoastMasterV2: stop being so relatable and just e x p l a i n

Terroriser: basically Tyler and Craig got back together and I'm not taking it well since karma is fucking kicking my ass

RoastMasterV2: yikes :/ that's pretty rough

Terroriser: I mean I didn't want to force Craig into a relationship where he wasn't happy but

RoastMasterV2: I understand brian, you really fell for him and thought he fell for you too

RoastMasterV2: but at least be grateful that you two were able to talk it out, a lot of people aren't considerate enough to do that and just end up cheating on someone and hurting them even more

RoastMasterV2: I'm not telling you that you can't be upset and hurt, because of course you fucking can you loved him and would do anything for him, but just be mindful about what could've happened instead

Terroriser: I forgot how fucking amazing you are, Ev, such a way with words that I'll never understand how you do it

RoastMasterV2: I've been through a lot I guess

Terroriser: speaking of which...how are you?

RoastMasterV2: could be better but there's only so much I can do about that

RoastMasterV2: I made a new friend on this god forsaken app but that's about the only upside (at least in my opinion bc I'm sure there's other things going for me)

Terroriser: a new friend?

Terroriser: oh don't tell me that lucas' stupid ass plan actually worked

RoastMasterV2: yea his name is cam

RoastMaterV2: wait what stupid ass plan

Terroriser: um idk what you're talking about there wasn't a plan

RoastMasterV2: Brian? What are you talking about?

Terroriser: I'm heartbroken don't listen to me

RoastMasterV2: I'm real sick of people using the heartbroken excuse on me so I suggest you start fucking talking

Terroriser has sent five attachments.

Terroriser: that's all I know I swear

Terroriser: it was all lucas' idea and we told him not to do it

Terroriser: Ev? Are you mad at me?

RoastMasterV2: no

RoastMasterV2: I'm mad at myself

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Now showing private messages between RoastMasterV2 and Fitz

RoastMasterV2: I thought you were different

RoastMasterV2: but I guess you're just like everyone else