》°☆Let her go[Mark NCT]☆°《

☆~her~☆

~Mark p.o.v.~ (from now on it is only Mark's p.o.v. but I may include others)

I sat up on my bed,breathing heavily and sweating...this dream looked so real and i just can't help but think...what if this really happens?

I walk into the school all alone.I recieved a call so i picked it up...
??:"Lee Donghyuck is dead..."and they hung up without saying anything else.
My eyes get filled with tears but I try to contain them...this is probably just a joke.

I walk further into the empty school and hear noises...weird ones...
I walk closer feeling nosy...but what I saw made my breath hitch...
Mark:"Y/N?"I choked out seeing her naked under some random dude
"Oops"she looked back at the Male and told him to continue.
I run out and bump into Chenle who was breathing heavily...
Chenle:"Mark hyung.Hyuck is dead.Jeno is in the hospital and Taeyong is nowhere to be found..."
Mark:"no!We have to help them!"
Chenle:"you can't!It's over!"
The ground under suddenly opened and I fall inside.I see Hyuck
Mark:"Hyuckie!Omg you're okay!"
Hyuck:"I'm dead.You're doing all of this for Y/N...but you never have time for us"
Mark:"but you ignored me..."
Hyuck:"you didn't even try.No wonder...go to Jaemin at least...he can't stop crying...Taeyong died as well...A car crash...you can't save us Mark...it's over"
Taeyong:"it's over"
Jeno:"it's over"
Mark:"NO"

I run my fingers through my hair irritated...This was too much...
I stand up and go to the kitchen to drink some water...

Jeno:"morning hyung"
Mark:"is it morning?"
Jeno:"it's 7..."
Mark:"so...I won't be late?"
Jeno:"dude...you've been sleeping less since you got with Y/N.What's wrong?"
Mark:"it's nothing..."
Jeno:"hey.You can't lie to me.I know you too well...spill"
I sighs heavily,sitting next to him...
Mark:"I've been having nightmares...about Y/N cheating on me and you guys dying...It's been going on for two weeks now and I just can't stop having these dreams"
Jeno:"...well...did Y/N give you any reason for that?"
Mark:"well...no...she forgot about our date once..but she just forgot to tell me she had practice..."
Jeno:"if I had a whore for a girlfriend I would be scared as well...Not saying she is cheating on you or anything.But if she did stuff in the past they might still affect you...Don't think about it too much... just focus on our songs and get a grip..."
Mark:"I guess you're right"
Jeno:"I know I'm not Hyuck,I can't make you laugh your ass off at the moment...but I know you need a hug,so come here"he stood up and opened his arms widely
I crack a small smile at his behavior then stand up as well,hugging him back

Mark:"it's weird hugging someone taller"we both started laughing
Jeno:"way to ruin the moment"he pushed me away playfully and I laugh at his pout
Mark:"how can people think you're scary?"
Jeno:"don't know.Don't care"he shrugs his shoulders then continues eating his breakfast
Mark:"is there any for me?"
Jeno:"you know I only make pancakes for myself"
Mark:"what a good younger brother"
Jeno:"but I made extra today"he smiled proudly towards me and I smile back
Mark:"a good younger brother indeed"i start to dig in the pancakes

Taeyong:"I miss Hyuckie..."
Mark:"you think i don't?He's my best friend...i think"
Taeyong:"also,why isn't Nana here?"
Mark:"oh...Jeno said something about a trip?"
Jeno:"he went to Hong Kong with his parents...he'll be back tomorrow"
Taeyong:"oh okay..."
Mark:"how's Jaehyun?"
Taeyong:"ah...well...he asked me to move in with him...and I said yes"
Jeno:"aww who's gonna drive us to school now?"
Taeyong:"mister M has his license..."
Mark:"yeah but I can't drive in the morning"
Taeyong:"and why not?You wouldn't have to walk home"
Jeno:"oh damn he's right!Mark c'mon you can do it!!"
Mark:"fine...but just bcs I'm lazy"
I could see Taeyong smiling and Jeno was slightly jumping in his seat
Taeyong:"how are you and Y/N?"I pause for a while
Mark:"uhm.I think we're doing great..."
Taeyong:"took you some time to answer.What's wrong"
Mark:"ah nothing's wrong hyung,it's morning.My brain isn't functioning well"
Taeyong:"if you say so"he stopped the car and we see the school"be good"
We all got out of the car
Taeyong:"be careful not to embarrass yourselves.Pay attention in class and stay safe"he kissed our foreheads then went back in the car,driving away to university
Jeno:"we are lucky"
And I just nod
Jeno:"see you at the gates"
Mark:"yeah dude see ya"
And we both go to our classes
I look for Y/N but I didn't find her anywhere...weird.
So I decided to just go to my classroom, but what surprised me was Y/N standing there,just staring at the floor

Mark:"babe?"I walk up to her
Her head rises and she smiles brightly towards me.Ah that smile.So beautiful
"Finally.I thought you were gonna be late"
Mark:"you were waiting for me?"
"Of course.I need my morning kiss"she slightly jumps and pecks my lips and my smile just grew
I pull her towards me slightly by placing my hands on her waist and attach our lips for a short time
"Good.Now I have to go"
Mark:"I'll miss you..."
"I know...I'll miss you too.."
Mark:"bye love"
"Bye bye"she slid her hands from mine and walked away while still facing me.
When she wasn't in my sight anymore I walked into my classroom and sat on my seat.

Jeno:"you miss her?"
I just nod at his question
Mark:"who wouldn't..."
Jeno:"I'm not talking about Y/N..."he said slowly
Mark:"why would I miss her?She was crazy"
Jeno:"yeah but she took care of us..."
Mark:"that's just a poor excuse"
Jeno:"she's our mother Mark.You have to accept it"
Mark:"I did accept it....sadly..."
Jeno:"before she went all crazy,she made us happy Mark.Everyone knew you were her favorite"
Mark:"I was her favorite"i trail off teasingly
Jeno:"don't push it.You know she didn't like me"
Mark:"yeah.Cuz you're too smart for her"
Jeno:"bullshit"
Mark:"it's true...you're the one who brought all the pieces together and had her sent to the hospital"
Jeno:"Mark please.Don't mention that"
Mark:"sorry...but you started the theme"
Jeno:"...how was your day?"he switched the theme quickly and looked at me like nothing happened
Mark:"really good actually.Y/N waited in front of my classrooms...for every period..."
Jeno:"Yeeun used to do that"he trailed off
Mark:"hey hey.Don't get sad.You said you lost feelings"
Jeno:"I did.But i just miss the attention...it's really cute being in relationships..."
Mark:"I know.I'm in one"
Jeno:"well no shit.But for real...it seems like Yeeun was so perfect yet I don't feel anything towards her...besides.She's now with that dude from art class"
Mark:"Changbin?"
Jeno:"that's the one...i just didn't think she would actually cheat on me,y'know?"
Mark:"yeah...you two were strong"
Jeno:"ehh I'm glad I broke it off..."
Mark:"so....DO you like anyone?"
Jeno:"I already told you that"
Mark:"that was almost a month ago...tell me...is he in our friend group?"
Jeno:"there's literary two people I could choose from...so no,I'm not telling cuz that's too much"
Mark:"tell him"
Jeno:"huh?"he looked at me confused
Mark:"tell Jaemin you like him"
His shoulders slightly went down
Jeno:"is it obvious?"
Mark:"not to Jaemin..."
Jeno:"great"
Mark:"so?"
Jeno:"I know he likes me too but I don't want to jump into relationships when I'm not even sure I like him that much"
Mark:"you're smart.You'll figure it out,don't worry"
He gave a small smile and I returned it.
Jeno:"also.Jaemin told me Hyuck is still pissed..."
Mark:"I get it..."
Jeno:"try apologizing to him..."
Mark:"you know how Hyuck is...I love him,but he just can't understand that i am not gay..."
Jeno:"he will understand sooner or later Mark.Just don't give up on him or you will lose him forever"
I got flashbacks to my nightmare this morning...maybe I was doing this wrong.I shouldn't give him space.I want my best friend back