What is your biggest 'what if'?
Blair's POV
Feeling the warm sun against my face was a pure blissful feeling as I was sitting on the gazebo. The view in front of me was as outstanding as ever. It never cease to amaze me.
Patiently waiting, I was going through my beloved poetry book. The boys were not ready yet so I decided to just walk around a little bit and now here I am near the restaurant in this gazebo.
As I was reading, the sudden thoughts out last night come popping through my mind. For some reasons, I felt a tint of sadness as I realized that I was undeniably getting attached to Cyen.
His mere presence sends a sense of comfort to me without him even trying. My stupid heart starts racing out of nowhere. I can't even control it. Then there are the kisses that we shared. Oh those kisses were just the best one I have experience.
"Not that I have a lot of kisses to compare it to," I thought to myself as I sighed.
To top it all off, I get these creepy tendencies to just stare at him without even realizing. The fact that I find myself noticing the slightest details of his habits is getting scary to me.
Groaning, I shut my book and squeezed my eyes shut.
"I don't wanna feel that way... I don't wanna complicate what's already complicated," I said to myself as I slowing opened my eyes.
Letting out a sigh, I stared at the sea. The rhythmic flow of the waves was soothing. Opening my book once again, I tried to ignore the incessant thoughts that have been taunting me. I tried my best to put my complete focus on the book.
Shortly after, I felt someone walking towards me, causing me to look up from my book. As I looked at the people walking in front of me but I saw no one familiar.
Just then, I felt a hand on my shoulder, startling me in my seat. With my hand resting near my heart, I turned to look at who it was. As I turned, I was stunned to see Hazel standing there.
She was looking as beautiful as ever with her radiant smile. Her eyes were hidden by white thick sunglasses.
I found myself being engulfed in a warm hug, bringing a smile on my face.
"What are you doing here," she said as she pulled away.
She quickly took a seat beside me and placed her stuff on the ground.
"I can't believe I'm seeing you here... I'm actually on my honeymoon. What about you," I asked.
"I'm here for work actually. I'm shooting here for a brand.. Why are you alone though? Where is the husband," she asked as she took her gigantic hat off.
"I'm just waiting for him actually," I said as I shot her a smile.
Just like that, time passed by as we started talking. Talking to her seem to be such an easy thing. Whenever we converse, I don't have this feeling to hold back at all for some reasons.
"Awww it's so cute how you talk about your husband. This just reminds me of how swoon I am over my ex boyfriend," she said as she suddenly looked down.
"Are you okay," I asked her as I stroked her back.
"Yea I'm fine... It's just that I can't seem to get over him. He is all I ever wanted but apparently I wasn't," she said as she gave me a forced smile.
"You still love him, don't you," I said as I grabbed her hand in both of my hands in comfort.
"So much that it hurts," she said as she scoffed and shook her head.
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His Hatred(On Hold)
Romance"Okay then honey take a seat," he said and I did as I was told. "Well Blair the past few months, things have been a bit complicated. We found out that someone was stealing from inside the company and we incurred way too much loss for us to be able t...
