DESIRED (BWWM)

Pussy Whipped

Elijah's Pov

"What you doing with her man?" Nick questions after Renée falls asleep in the back. Her eyelashes are lazily resting on her cheeks and her lips are slightly parted. Fücking perfect.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I answer and he rolls his eyes. "Come on man I'm not stupid or blind for that matter," he says with a disapproving look on his face.

"I don't know," I answer truthfully. "It just happened"
"Things don't just happen with you Elijah, you premeditate things with your psycho ass," he says and I roll my eyes, a trait I'm picking up from Renée.

"She's a kid Eli, and you know its dangerous bringing people you love into this life style. Remember what happened to Sa-"  Nick says stopping his sentence short and shaking his head.

"I don't love her and Renée's not Sara," I say dangerously slow, what happened to Sara will never happen to Renée. Not if I have anything to say about it.

"And I know she's a kid Nick, I do have eyes," I say through my teeth.

"She's bearly seventeen," he adds and I lose my shit.

"You think I don't know that Nick!" I whisper yell so as not to wake the subject in question up.
"You think I don't know this shit is fücking wrong, I'm married to her mother for fücks sake!" I say
Griping on steering wheel.

"What are you gonna do when they eventually put a hit out on her huh!? Because they will Elijah, they always do!"  He shouts frustratedly and I hold myself back from doing something rash.

"Renée is not Sara and I am not you! I'm going to protect her, I'm going to keep her safe. Now lay the fück off," I say and hurt flashes in his eyes before he turns his head away.

"I can't stop okay. I don't even know if I want to stop," I offer softly. "She....she makes me feel things man," I say using the same words Renée said to me earlier. "Its nice not being a psychopath for a change, and I know it's fücking sick but I'm not going to hurt her Nick I- she's important to me."

The car is silent for a while before Nick speaks.
"I never thought I'd see the day," he says with wonder in his voice and I turn my head slightly in his direction.

"What?"
"You're fucking pussy whipped dude"
"That's funny," I say laughing a little at the ridiculous notion, he shrugs his shoulders and looks out the window again.
"Like I said. I'm not blind."

***

We arrive at the cabin a little after ten and it's exactly how I remember it. I can tell where everything is, even now as its surrounded by darkness.

I remember when we found this place. Nicolas, Xavier and I were just starting out in the business when Xavier had wanted to do some spontaneous hiking, Nick and I agreed, knowing that he would beg us until we eventually caved.

My father was especially hard on Xavier, solely because he has not one Italian bone in his body but he was my friend and he took the Omerta. There was nothing keeping him out of the family, but still, my father made his life miserable.
Xavier was silently asking us for some time away in the form of a hike and we obliged him.

(Note: Omerta is a vow or code of silence you take when joining the Italian Mafia)

We had some good times here. We partied and drank and got as high as we wanted to, this was the place we came to unwind. We eventually decided to build the cabin and it was and still is the best decision we ever made, the lake is also quite handy dandy in the disposing of bodies.

"Give me the keys, I'll open up," Nick says snapping me out of me memory lane and I hand him the keys, watching as he leaves the car.

I turn my head to the back and smile at how peaceful my baby looks when she's sleeping.

" La mia principessa,"
(Translation: My princess)

I mutter, getting out the car and going to wake her up.

"Renée, hey wake up Mia Vita," I call in a soft voice but she doesn't budge. I decide to pick her up bridal style, frowning at her weight.

For someone who eats as much as she sometimes does she's surprisingly very light. I bet she weighs less than a hundred pounds soaking wet.

"Lijah?" Her sleepy voice asks and I laugh at the nickname she has for me as I pull her closer to my chest.
"Who else baby?"
"You smell nice," she mutters wrapping her arms tightly around my neck and I look down to see that her eyes are still closed. She's sleep talking again.

"Thank you?"
"Mhm," she says sleepily, pushing her head into my chest. When we're inside I walk into my room and lay her on the bed, watching her as she sleeps.

Her stomach rumbles and I laugh, remembering that she only ate breakfast this morning.

"Renée?" I call, deciding to wake her up. "Hey wake up sleepy head," she frowns and shakes her head slightly.

"No go away I'm tired"
"Come on baby wake up," I say brushing away a few stray curls from her face. Her eyes flutter open and she stares at me sleepily before smiling brightly and I swear my heart stops in my chest.

"Hi," I manage to choke out.
"Hey," she says sitting up and crossing her legs.

"Why are you waking me?" She asks, rubbing her eyes adorably.
"You hungry?" I question and she thinks about it for a while before answering.

"Starving"
"Bene, come on I'll make you something to eat," I say and she smiles before her eyes take in her surroundings.
(Translation: Good)

"Wow," she says looking around the room.
"Is that a lake?" She asks excitedly, jumping off the bed and going to the glass doors. I walk up to her,  leaning down and placing a kiss on the back of her neck, feeling satisfied when a soft moan leaves her mouth.

"It's beautiful isn't it?" I ask, trailing my lips across her back and causing her to shiver.
Y-yeah it is," she stutters and I turn her around making her face me.

"I make you nervous don't I?" I question, kissing on her neck. She grabs on to my clothes and her full lips part slightly.
"Honestly? You scare me Elijah."

I stop my assault on her neck to look at her. "I don't want that. I don't want you scared of me," I say to her and she offers me a small smile.

I lift her up and she wraps her legs around my waist as I walk us over to the bed. laying her on her back and hovering over her.

"How do I scare you?" I ask looking at her hazel eyes and watching as she bites on her thumb nervously.
"It's okay baby, tell me," I encourage her, leaning down and taking her lips between my teeth.

"When you yell at me," she says pursing her lips in thought. "And you grip my jaw a lot," she continues looking at my chest and avoiding my eyes. "And of course there's the whole 'you're the leader of an organized crime group thing,"

"Look at me Mia Vita," I demand, pushing her head up with my thumb finger.

"I'm sorry I yell at you and..... handle you roughly. I don't like when you disobey me baby and I know you do that shit on purpose," she rolls her eyes and I smile at her.

"I know it doesn't excuse my behaviour but I am sorry. You forgive me?" I ask pouting my lips  dramatically in fake sadness. Her giggles fill the room and I kiss her forehead before repeating myself.

"Do you forgive me?" She nods her head and I shake mine. "Words," I remind her softly as I Suck on her neck.
"Yes I forgive you," she whimpers, arching her back slightly.
"Good," I say crashing my lips to hers, her grumbling stomach stops us and I look down to see her red cheeks.

"Let's go get you something to eat."

It's late but I can't sleep so chapter seventeen it is, anyway it's always fun to write Elijah's POV so I at least have that going for me

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