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His head snapped in her direction almost immediately, Rose  was calmly checking the glucose level in the drip.

"You-" he called her but paused as his throat felt dry, after all it had almost been three days since he used his voice, so after gulping the remains of moister in his mouth he tried to talk again.

"You still want to hear my story?"

Rose hummed in reply, her eyes where still scanning the drip.
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After their first encounter they would bump into each other  almost every  day.

Jisoo was really friendly... And easy to approach, she was kind and beautiful before jimin knew it, he fell for her but that wasn't the case with jisoo that's why after knowing each other for 2 months when jimin confessed to her, she straight out rejected him.

To say jimin was devastated would be an understatement... He way beyond that. After her rejection he started to doubt himself... Was he ugly? Was he still fat? Was he not good enough?

All the insecurities that he had left behind in his childhood resurfaced.
He tried to talk to her again to know the reason behind her rejection but she always found a way to avoid him.

That was until one day when he cornered her.

Jisoo had returned from her job and was finding keys in her bag to unlock the door when someone grabbed her hand tightly..it was jimin.

He pulled her inside his apartment and slammed her body against the door to shut it, making her wince in pain.

Jisoo was taken back by his sudden change in behavior, she stared at him with fear.

He was trembling, his messy hair casted a shadow above his eyes but she could clearly see the dark circles under them...his lips were chapped, his breathing was uneven and his skin looked pale.. he looked so weak as if he was starving himself. Now that they were close his scent was fogging her senses.

"J-jimin?!" she spoke his name, her voice barely above a whisper. He moved closer placing his lips over her ear as his grip on her shoulders tightened.

"Why?" He growled.

"What?" She questioned not able to comprehend what he was asking.

"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU REJECTED ME?! IS IT BECAUSE I'M UGLY  OR AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?!" By this time jisoo could feel him crying, and she only blamed herself for making him suffer, if she had been a little more sensitive about his feelings this situation could've been avoided.

"No!" She spoke "there's nothing wrong with you jimin" jisoo tried her best to keep her voice steady and gentle

"Than why?"

She tried hard to think of a proper reply that won't make him angry, because the last thing she wanted to do was to upset him.

"I -- it's me... It's all my fault jimin, I'm just not ready to be in a relationship after breaking up with my ex.

He was the only person that I  pictured myself with, but he cheated on me and broke my heart.." now it was her turn to cry.

"I'm afraid of getting hurt jimin... I don't want to go through that pain again"

Jimin's arms moved from her shoulders to her waist as he engulfed her in a warm hug

"I won't hurt you... I promise"

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A/N

Jimin's character is suffering through
Body dysmorphic disorder.
In which a person can't stop thinking about one or more perceived defects or flaws in their appearance.

Along with body dysmorphia he also
Has borderline personality disorder.
This disorder is caused by the inability to control one's emotion.