Chapter 9: Thoughts

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*Chris POV*

I blew him. I just blew him! I feel something right now, I have to know what it is. I'm really tired though.

My eyes close as I feel Sam wrap his arms around my waist, snuggling up to me.

"I can feel the warmth radiating off your body, it's really nice", he gets even closer as if he couldn't get enough of my skin. I didn't mind it either, I love the way he can't get enough of me because I can't get enough of him.

I could feel Sam get heavier as he fell asleep on me. I reached for my phone off the nightstand. After unlocking it I look at the screen, I had a message.

Mom: Tell me how Sam is when you get a chance hon

Me: He's fine and thanks for asking about my leg ma

I put my phone back on the nightstand then wrapped on of my arms around Sam's waist.

What does he think about me? I did something for him that I said I would never do... I really want him forever. He actually makes me happy. Look at what I did to him. I can't get over my idiotic driving.

Not wanting to feel anymore regret I fell asleep.

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Sam POV


The buzzing sound wakes me up, I open my eyes and see a phone lighting up on the nightstand. I was still on top of Chris but he was fast asleep. I reach over his snoring body to the phone.

I flip it over and it was an alarm, Get the ring today, it read.

I nearly dropped the phone on Chris' face. I push dismiss the phone and put it back.

What the hell does that mean?! Why? Ugh!

I push Chris off my arm and slowly get off the bed. The morning routine begins as always, I put my toothbrush on the stand where it goes and look in the mirror.

The bruises and cuts, I hated them so much.

I don't want to blame him but I wouldn't be here if he hand been paying attention.

My head began pounding from all this thinking, am I over thinking everything? Was that ring for me or someone else? Is he even gay?

I put my head in my hands and closed my eyes. Chill Sam, just chill. You're thinking too hard right now.

What could it mean? What could everything mean? What was the meaning of us?


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