I'm not someone who vents but I kinda feel like this one is necessary since I just want to get my thoughts out there regarding Steven Universe ending.
It's a lot to take in. I can't believe we're close to the end. 😭 I seem to be pretty sad this weekend, especially today (Sunday) but I didn't cry at all, almost did one or twice.
As many of you may know, I had only started watching the show just last year in July after the movie was first announced. I kinda wish that I had started watching the show a lot sooner. Maybe even join the fandom then too.
I keep getting sad as I get reminded that the show is ending, some of those reminders are coming from the sad edits on Instagram. It just breaks my heart.
This weekend seemed to be one of the times where I'm actually sad. I was sad and bored and I was not motivated to write anything. Also I was bored probably half of the time.
Things like watching and looking at Steven Universe memes, reading Steven Universe fanfictions, looking at SU AU tumblr accounts, and you guys make me feel better.
I do hope that I'm able to cheer up in these next few months and probably by the end of the year. This seems like the one of times that I've felt the saddest since I'm never that sad. I haven't cried quite yet so yeah. And I hope I get back to getting motivated to write again. I think this is just the hardest part of my life so far. I've gone through two hiatuses and am currently going through this post-movie hiatus.
I'm sure that I'll be crying when the series finale ends. It's just too much.
This seems to be the show that I am not ready for to end. I think becoming a member of the fandom and connecting with hundreds to thousands of people since starting my Instagram fan account in December is just makes me love this show so much. Even being on Wattpad and connecting with all of my friends is just amazing. I'm just so glad how everything turned out for me.
Now I actually feel better. I guess venting helps sometimes and I am crying right now by the time I'm finishing this. I'm just so grateful for everything and everyone. Thank you for being a part of my life. I love you all. ❤️💖💞💕💗💓💝
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