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∆ 25. THEIR PLACE ∆

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Jungkook's

"Taehyung, why can't it be me?"

We are in his house, I was picking up my daughter because we have to leave for America because my dad wants to see her. I'll be away for some months, maybe three months and I need to make use of my time, every second of it, to get Taehyung back. I'm really desperate.

"Answer me! I've been with you all throughout your life, I deserve to be the one you'll spend the rest of your life with!"

I know I've been doing this for so long and I have no plans on giving up, especially now that Jin hyung is happily married and had a child with his husband, Taehyung no longer has a place in his life.

"Jungkook, it's not as easy as you think. Yes, I think I have loved you for a time being in the last three years that I can remember, I think it's the first months that I'm sure I did feel something for you, but now that I have thought of it, it was always him. The moment you left me, yes I was devastated, I fucked around and got wasted. I guessed I did that because my pride was hurt. Everyone knew that I have loved you for years and is rooting for us so I guess being left out in that altar is a great disgrace for me."

"I was in pain not mainly because you left me but because of what people thought of me, that I'm pathetic and a loser."

"But when Jin hyung left me, it's a different case. I may stand strong now and looked like I'm in a better state compared to when you left me, it was wrong. I'm much more miserable, I'm going insane, I honestly thought it was because I'm used to him being beside me but days and weeks even years passed still I can never be the same."

"You see, Kook, when you left it only took me a short time to be okay and get on with my life. But when Jin hyung was gone, it's been years and the pain and regrets is still here, I'm still wishing I can get him back to the guy he married."

"We can never be, Jungkook. Just keep your love for me to yourself."

His words cut deep, it still do. Years of asking him to love me, but still it's Jin! Ever since it's Jin!

I stood still, just staring at him. He's looking back at me but the coldness of his gaze is piercing mine. How I wish he would look at me like how he looks at Jin hyung, I've been craving for that my whole life but he won't spare me mercy and always looked at me as a friend.

"Kook, it's time for you to go. Heize is waiting for you."

I turned my back and went to my car. While I'll be away I need to formulate a plan on how I can get him back. Eve if it means I'll have to erase his memories once again, I'll gladly do that.

My thoughts were interrupted when my phone beeped. A message came:

"Meet me when you get here."

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Seokjin's

"Jin hyung, when will you talk to Beomgyu's father?"

"I don't know."

Yoongi smacked my head and rolled his eyes at me. "If you won't do anything now, right at this moment then prepare yourself for the worst! Your son needed you to be courageous and swallow your fucking pride! There's no use of feeling guilty! You won't ruin Taehyung and Jungkook's marriage! Well, not unless you both can't help it. Just do it! Go with it!"

"Tone down your voice! My son is sleeping!"

Yoongi can be talkative when he is pissed and I can see that now. I sighed heavily, he can really read my mind. Of course I'm afraid of many things. This is the truth I didn't want everyone to know but fate really has another plans.

"Okay. I'll talk to him today. You're right. Please take care of my son for me."

"Of course! Now go, it's almost evening don't waste time!!"" He pushed me outside the room. I really have no choice.

I drove my car and my thoughts were eating me. Yes, Yoongi is right about being afraid that I might ruin their marriage. I still love Taehyung, nothing changed, it even got bigger because everyday I can see my son growing to be just like his father. His mannerisms, his facial features, everything screams Kim Taehyung. And if he will find out the truth about our son, and will help me, there is a hugh chance that this feelings that I tried to bury will come back to life stronger than ever.

My grip on the steering wheel tightens, I tried to focus my eyes on the road ahead, the quietness of my car makes me nostalgic about me and Taehyung and our memories together.

An image of a place that overviews the whole town popped in my head unexpectedly, and suddenly I want to go there. I think that place will help me think clearer.

I drove and used my hunch of the direction that I'm going to take, and to my surprise the place in my head existed and I got the direction right just by instinct. I walked out of my car and admired the place.

This place has a swing for two that allows you see the city lights in this hour. The place is beautiful. The cold wind brushing to my face and sends chills to my body. I went back to my car to get my jacket when an old man caught my attention.

"Hey, young man! I see you're back here!" He smiled so wide at me while waving his hand. I even tried to look behind my back just to make sure he's talking to me.

"Excuse me sir? Is it me?"

"Yes! It's you! Who else no one goes in this place except you and your boyfriend. I even made that swing for you because I love seeing the both of you here."

I knit my forehead. What is he talking about? "I'm sorry, sir but it's my first time here. Maybe you've mistaken me from someone else."

"No! I can clearly remember you." He insisted,but sighed afterwards. "Maybe you're right. It's been a decade since I last saw them. I hope they are happily married now and won't forget to visit this place. This is where their love bloomed."

The weird old man left me and I made my way to sit on the swing that the old man claims that he made for the couple.

I let my thoughts wander about many things and different scenarios that can possibly happen when I tell Taehyung about our son and how will I do it. It's already night time, maybe I can lie to Yoongi and just talk to Taehyung tomorrow. But I know every second counts so I need to do it ASAP.

I closed my eyes and let the wind calm me down.

Dear God, help me now. I don't want my son to die. Help me make it.

"Hyung? Jin hyung?"

A voice was heard and I almost fell off my seat.