Damaged / ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕕 /

Fifty - Six

"Okay so, I looked at all your records, you can go to any campus you want really, the only thing is that they don't offer the same as us" Rick explained, I stayed after class to ask him for my possiblies to transfer to another campus.

"Well you have one just 10 minutes from here" He said showing me the papers "Too close" I mumbled, he glanced up at me "Orlando, Florida?" He searched the papers "3 hours and half drive" he smiled a bit.

"Are you sure about this?" He asked worriedly "Pretty sure" I muttered "Think about it, okay?" "What do you think I should do?" I sighed.

"As a professor or father of your ex?" He sighed "Both" "As professor I'd say go, go explore your possibilities and your limits, because it feels like you are not so dedicated anymore" He chuckled "And as father?"

"I'd tell you it'll be selfish of you to go and leave Noah behind but I would also say," he said grabbing my hands "That I don't know what he did to you and he probably deserve this and so do you deserve leaving, but I'd still ask you to stay" He said looking in my eyes, I nodded and got up.

"Consider it, okay?" He asked, I nodded walking out the class to the cafe knowing I'd probably run into someone.

I sat down with my coffee and my books "Bubbles" Justin called me and sat down next to me and Lucas over me "What?" I said uninterested "What's wrong?" Lucas asked.

"Nothing" I put my book down and forced a smile "Hey Alba" Lana said sitting down over me "Where is Noah? I thought he was going to come to me letting out all of his anger" She smirked.

"Guess he doesn't want you anymore" I said sipping my coffee "Why so mean?" She squealed annoyingly,  I took a deep breath.

"Listen, I dont give a fuck about your fuckbuddies, whether its Noah or the fucking king, okay? Have sex with who you want, it's really your choice,  just dont come and annoy me because I'm on the verge of going out of my mind so if I were you, I wouldn't" I said smiling fakely at the end.

"I just wanted to know where Noah was since you-" "Here he is" Justin said, sort of warning me, I sat back in my seat "Noah, your friend is going out of her mind help me" She shrieked getting up trying to hug him.

He took her hands off and pushed her slightly back "Don't fucking touch me" He snapped not even looking at her, keeping his eyes on mine.

"Would you please tell your fuckbuddy that I don't care about when you have sex and when you don't?" I rolled my eyes "I will" He breathed out.

"I came to talk to you.." Noah said nervously "I'm studying, sorry" I said looking at my book "Ava just come" He snapped.

"Leave her alone" Justin snapped getting into his face, this is not going to end good "Do you need me to beat the shit out of you again?" He snapped grabbing his face, I got up catching Noah's attention so he looked at me.

"About that, let's not do that" I said sternly, he groaned letting go of Justin "Why would you forgive him and not me?" Noah asked.

"What?" "Why?" He sighed "I didn't forgive him I'm trying, okay?" I sighed "Try with me!" He said getting closer making me step back and hit the wall with my back, great.

"Noah don't" I muttered as he put his hand right next to my head leaning into me while I was against the wall "Baby..." He whispered.

I began shaking knowing my tears were about to come "Can you leave?" I managed to crack out "What?" He sighed "I can't stand seeing you" I whispered "Why can't you forgive me?" He sighed.

"Because I want too, okay? I want to forgive you so bad and have you with me again but you dont deserve that and I owe that to myself" I said wiping my tears and then putting my hand on his chest so he would back off but he didn't.

He was staring at me "Pathetic, right?" I chuckled "It's not pathetic Ava, I'm sorry and I really do want to be with you and I promise I'd never hurt you again" He whispered, I chuckled.

"How many times are you going to promise me?" "Just this time, and I mean it" He assured me, I sighed and pulled away.

I took my book and looked at my friends, Lana and Noah.

"Are you okay?" Lucas asked wanting to grab my hand,  I pulled away and nodded smiling.

"I might be transferring next month" I said confidently as I saw their faces fall "You're what?" Justin asked confused "I'm just not going to make it here with-" I sighed glancing at Noah who was staring at me.

"With me?" He muttered "I'm sorry" I sighed and walked out, I feel like this is a good idea, I need some fresh air and it's just 3 hours and half away, Isa could come over on the weekends.

I walked in my dorm "You told the guys" Isa breathed out "Yeah? How do you even know already?" I chuckled "Lucas is shocked he called me" She giggled.

"I do expect Noah here any minut-" She said and the door flew open, Isa sighed looking at him "You can knock!" She groaned walking out closing the doors, why!?

"Noah leave" I sighed taking my distance "You can't leave" He said quietly "I can" I muttered, he pinned me against the wall.

"You can't leave me baby, please" He whispered "N-Noah" I warned him "Stay" He breathed out, I pushed him back "You are making it worse!" I yelled at him while the tears streamed down my face.

"How are you going to pay everything? How are you going to tell your dad!?" He yelled back "That's none of your concern" I snapped "Don't leave me" He whispered taking my hands.

"Noah, you left me no choice" I cracked out, he fell to his knees "Please, what do I need to do?" He said desperately.

"You cant do anything, the damage is already done" I said wiping my tears.

"Please, baby dont leave me, I need you I can't live without you, please" He cried out.

"Noah.." I sighed "Get up" I muttered "You want me to take you on a date?" He asked

"I will marry you" He cried out by now.