camp ivanho- stenbrough

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bill was still invested in stans bird book.

reading each page carefully, with all his notes scattered across.

his neat handwriting and with every note
he signed it.

it was pretty cute.

bill saw a note inside the book.

"stuh-stan?"

stan came outside the bathroom.

already changed.

bill grabbed the note.

bill got up.

"what's this."

stan sat down.

"oh, that's just a note."

bill opened it up.

"can i ruh-read it?"

"no!"

stan grabbed it

bill shocked sat down.

"i'm.. im sorry i duh-didn't mean to."

"no no it's fine, i'm just in a mood right now sorry."

"y-your okay..."

"it's just a stupid note i made when i was little. nothing special."

"i-if it wasn't so special you'd luh-let me read it."

"okay then dang."

stan laughed.

"it's just, it's dumb."

"i won't laugh."

stan sighed.

"okay."

bill read the note.

to my future boyfriend/girlfriend i love you. i bet your making me really happy right now. and i thank you.

love,
stanley uris

"awh."

"i know it's dumb."

"no no it's not."

"i, i wrote it like two years ago thinking i would find somebody. i mean it's dumb but i had wild thoughts when i was little. my mom told me they were abnormal."

"abnormal? how?"

"like, i don't know. you know Leonardo DiCaprio?"

bill nodded.

"there was this movie he starred in. it was romeo and juliet."

"oh yeah i watched t-that."

"yeah, it was my favorite when i was little."

stan sat down next to bill.

"i would watch it only to see him."

bill looked down.

"and i told my mom that he was cute."

stan sighed.

"she said the way i thought was 'abnormal' in a way."

"so your gay stuh-stan."

"i... geez i guess so."

stan scratched his neck.

"i'm sorry i don't know what to do, i've never been gay before or ever liked a kiss this much. why do i feel this way? maybe because i've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend before and i don't know how it feels."