his forgotten mate

CHAPTER 36c

A/N: Not Edited.

Chapter 36c – Kayla POV

Shifting. Papa said that was what was happening now but it hurt badly, but I stayed quiet, real quiet just in case bad man came with Nico. We were outside, and the sky was all dark with pretty dots, Papa said they are ‘stars.’ I liked them, so I listened to him talk and watched the stars.

Then the shifting, it hurt and hurt, all in side, my arms and I bit my lip, to hold in the noises, “Kayla don’t hold your breath sweetheart, it’ll hurt more,” Papa said and I thought of before, he had gave me a poker and it didn’t hurt bad but now, no poker. He wanted me to hurt, and momma watched, she’s a pretty wolf, not like my Kayla wolf, different. She whined and made noise but no one hurt her, papa’s momma and sister cried, but no one hurted them either. I wanted to open my mouth and scream but, but bad man would find me. Quiet is better. No noise is best. Then it hurted more, in my front, the chest, my hand and I bit my lip harder and warm, blood – blood – blood. I didn’t like the blood. On the side of my mouth, choking me – and I – I needed to move. Blood couldn’t get on Papa’s pants it would make him mad. Mad. Angry. Yell.

I close my eyes, the water making it hard to see, and I need to move but my head is too heavy, but slow I can move it so blood doesn’t come out. I close my mouth, even though it taste bad, so no blood makes a mess, it stays in my mouth until I move my head is off Papa pants.

Blood in my mouth, I don’t like it, I close my eyes and open them again, Papa is gone. The pretty stars gone.

Bad man is back but I hear Papa, “Kayla! Kayla!”

‘Open your mouth!’ I hear bad man shout and think of what momma said. ‘Do what he says,’ so I do it. ‘You bit and hurt someone little girl!’ Seth says and bad man comes he has things in his hand. Seth puts the thing in my mouth and it keeps my mouth open and man comes with the other thingy and its cold when my tongue touches it, then bad man pulls my teeth with the thing, I scream. It hurted but Seth and bad man laugh and bad man puts the cold thing on my teeth again and pulls again. And again. Seth is holding my head and bad man pulls. I can’t breathe and I can’t scream; wet is stopping it, making me cough.

‘Don’t let her blood fucking get on me!’ bad man shouts. Blood. Blood is the wet making me cough.

Seth lifts my head and pushes it hard to the side and blackness comes. I like it.

“Cucciola, open your eyes,” Papa says loud but not sounding angry, someone is touching my face trying to make me open my mouth but I can’t let blood get on Papa pants. I bite harder to keep it shut, “Kayla stop, you’re hurting yourself, open your mouth,” Papa tells me again but it’s a trick, momma makes three noises. Wet falls from above me, over me on my forehead, “Kayla scream, it’s okay to shout – it will feel better, don’t hold it in, I know it hurts, I know you’re hurting sweetheart! Please, don’t hold it inside, you’re safe, Kayla. You’re safe, no one will hurt you, I swear – p – please,” Papa whispered.

“Rainy shift back,” someone says, and “Kayla, Cucciola, open your eyes, you’re safe, Momma is here, you’re safe,” not safe thought, bad man is going to come, we have to be quiet.

“Sweetheart, Kayla, I love you, so much, please open your eyes from me,” Papa say he love me? Like momma love me?

 “Turn her head to the side Chris,” someone else say, I think it’s momma’s Bubba. I feel my head turn, but then someone holds my nose and I open my eyes and mouth together and hurt all over gets worse, new women are near me,  it’s not dark sky now, and I see blood, bad taste and I see momma she held my nose but now she let go. Hurt gets bad. Bad. Bad. And then black. I liked it now too.