ℝ 𝕌 ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 ℕ𝕠𝕨 ? •𝚃𝚊𝚎𝚔𝚘𝚘𝚔•

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My life has been fine lately, well, as fine as it can be, with my father constantly beating me, and Jungkook avoiding me.

Well, I'm not a hundred percent sure that he is avoiding me, but he hasn't come to school since that day the "accident" happened when he heard my conversation with Jimin.

I shouldn't be complaining thought, because no Jungkook means no bullying and a happy day at school.

But there something little in my heart... Something that doesn't feel right... A little sadness...

Why?

I should be happy because he is absent... Right?

But I'm not...

I guess it's just because I wanted to see if he felt regret about what he did to me.

I'm pathetic, I know that...

He will never feel regret... And also,

He will never like me back.

But it's okay... No one would love someone broken and fake like me...

I deserve this I deserve this I deserve thi-

A familiar voice coming from my side distracts me from my thoughts,

"What did you want to tell us Taetae?" Jimin says.

Oh right... I completely drifted into my thoughts and forgot that I asked my friends to gather in the cafeteria. I decided to tell them something that I'll probably regret saying later...

"O-oh right..." I say hesitantly.

I've been thinking about telling them this for a long time, but I never had the courage to do so...

Okay Taehyung, you can do this! I think, trying to comfort myself.

I look at my friends, and see them all looking at me, curios of what I'm going to tell them.

Here I go...

"S-so guys... You are all pretty good friends, and I felt like I needed to tell you this... I hope that you don't hate me or feel disgusted by me after saying this but..."

I take a deep breath,

"I'm gay."

I close my eyes, waiting for my friends to hit me or tell me that"I'm so fucking disgusting" but I let out a shocked gasp when I feel someone hugging me.

I open my eyes, just to see Jin, the motherly one of the group hugging me.

"That is completely fine Taehyung... Nothing is wrong with being gay!" He says.

I let out a breath I didn't know that I was holding.

"R-really?" I ask, shocked by his words.

"We would always accept you Tae." Namjoon adds, smiling at me while showing his adorable dimples.

"I think we already knew that before you saying it!" Says an excited voice which belongs to Hoseok.

"Huh? How??" I ask, confused, when I see all me other friends nodding at what Hoseok said, while smiling.

"Come on Taetae! You never talked to girls,flirted with them, or even looked at them! We aren't blind you know..." Jimin tells me, while wiggling his eyebrows at me playfully.

I start giggling at what he said. He knows me so well... Soon my friends join me and we all start laughing.

I can't believe that they accepted me...

They didn't find me disgusting, or worthless or a waste of space...

I can't describe the happiness that I'm feeling right now... I was always used to be yelled at. I was always called a failure as far as I can remember.

I smile, showing my friends my unique rectangular smile.

It has been a while since I last smiled a real smile.

They made me smile again, and I'm so grateful for that.

"Thanks alot guys..." I say, "for accepting me..."

I'm so lucky to have you in my life...

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(A/N) hi guys! How are you??

I don't know if you noticed, but this chapter was a little bit shorter than the last few chapters... But that is okay I guess... Right?

Well, you can say that I'm running out of ideas right now lol.

Anyways, I want to tell you something that happened to me at school.

So my religion teacher ( i don't know what they call it in English lol ) came to school wearing a shirt that said:

"Why be moody when you can shake your booty"

I can't express my shock with words rn! I live in a non-english country, so many people here are bad at English (I'm Turkish/Syrian btw).

I don't know if all of you understood my shock, but like she is an Islamic teacher, and she came to school wearing something like that! Like OMG. I'm sure she wouldn't wear something like that if she knew the translation of the sentence lolllll.

I miss fake love era so much ugh💔

He is so fucking hot I'm cheating on Jungkook again-

AND THAT CHOKER OMG!!!

Anyways I need to calm down...

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