Chapter 4:Tape

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Robi and I was busy on writing my song. Actually I have Write 5 song already and still working on 3 more songs. Robi Produced my music and im so thankful with that because i am able to request.

"Ok Robs im done here! "- i said and gave it to her so that she can put a tune and a beat with it. She get her guitar.

"Lets try ok? Just follow the beat and?"- she stopped and i smiled "feel the music"- she nodded and started playing.

Y/N:
And I said, "what's up?
What you been thinking?"
'Cause you've been staring at that roof so long I'd swear it's come alive
And she spoke nine words
And now we're sinking
But I can't find it in myself to want to lie to keep this thing from going down

She was staring at me and mouthed keep on singing. I winked at her

'Cause that girl took my heart
And I ain't want it back
No
I'm laying down my cards

And a green eyed appeared on my mind. Those pair of eyes that i have met when i was highschool.

'Cause you said it meant nothing
And I should've kept my silence
But I guess I'm too attached to my own pride to let you know
That all these words meant nothing
And I've always been this heartless
And we were just having sex no I would never call it love
But love

That girl was the girl who took my virginity. I smiled as i remember her that was a one night stand i did not get a chance to know her name but she left a note with her initials.

Oh no, I think I'm catching feelings
And I don't know if this is empathy I feel
Just hold on
Remember why you said this was the last time?

So I guess it's...
Let die to let live

And what's good
When both choices I've got have us staring down the barrel to the bullets I can't stop?
And so I stand off
Like indecision's Kevlar
'Til this fear of feeling stops and I'm done
But you

No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you

'Cause that girl took my heart
(No, I don't know how to forget you)
And I ain't want it back, no
(No, I don't know how to forget you)
A bulletproof restart

Oh no, I think I'm catching feelings and
I don't know if this is empathy I feel
Just hold on
Remember why you said this was the last time?

So I guess it's...
Let die to let live

No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you

And i heard a claps behind me and i saw fifth Harmony smiling at me except for lauren yeah she so annoying and im starting to hate her.

"What a beautiful Song Y/N!"- Camila Complimented "You're more beautiful"- i said and Winked and Camila Blushed Normani and Dinah Squealed "I ship!"- They both said

"What a lame song, What is it all about? Sex?"- Lauren Commented and i made face Which Ally Laughed "But your personality is lamer than my song"- I muttered

"And I ship Lauren and Y/N"- Ally nodded and gave each other a high five.

"over my dead gorgeous Body? No!"-  Lauren Over Reacted "Your Lucky if you've got Ship with me "- i said cockily  "Cause you know Im so Fucking memorable Lauren"- i said Huskily to her face.

She Gasped and Laughed evilly "In your dreams Y/N"- she said

"No Lauren In your dreams"- I said

"So if you dont mind? Shall we continue Writing and Recording? 5H why are you here i thought Beca will produce your music?"- Robi asked "She have endorsed us to you because she went back to Atlanta"- Ally said then leaned to her Chest

"Okkk okkk Y/N is it ok if your write your music then We'll start recording? then We can meet your staff Later"- i nodded 

"Ok Bitches! Lets start recording"- She yelled and Ally smacked her head

"Woaaah Robi! can we record this later and you should focus to Y/N"-  Dinah said while giving Robi a Puppy eyes. I chuckled she's cute Omg.

"They always do that so be with it"- Ally said and smiled "You like her ? "- i asked at her and looked at me confusingly "Who?"- she asked and i pointed Mitchell and she just smiled 

"No Dinah you need to record now because Y/N and i will meet her management staff "- Robi said sternly and I laughed at her.

I focused on my pen and Notebook. I played guitar to make some tune.

"I can swear, I can joke
I say what's on my mind
If I drink, if I smoke
I keep up with the guys
And you see me holding up my middle finger to the world
Fuck your ribbons and your pearls
'Cause I'm not just a pretty girl"- I smiled as i made the chorus

"You have the lamest Lyrics ever"- Lauren Commented "Camila do you hear that?"- i asked and Camila gave me a confused look "What is it?"- she asked

"Someone is talking? Its A ghost with a black eye omg"- i said. Normani and Camila Laughed. Lauren Clenched her jaw.

"And theres a ghost Paparazzi here too?"- she talked back "I think i want to give that ghost another  Black eyes OMG!!! i thinkkk! Im gonna"- I said
.
"Oh really youre going to give me another Black eye Paparazzi?"- She asked

"Awww Panda is Mad"- i teased that made her more Pissed

"Such a bitch"- She said

"Such an Asshole"- i talked back

"Get out in front of me before i smack you!"- She said sternly

"For your information I am at your side"- i said and chuckled

"Are you testing me huh?! Do you really want to  nshdkabdoabdoabfoabfosbajofwbs--"- i laughed hard Because Normani Put a tape on her mouth

"Awwwwwwww Baby!!!! try to talk again? Come on you can. jajskwlbfoqbdoabdka'- This Time Normani put a tape on my mouth too.

"If you'll try to remove that tape Imma Stitch your mouth so that you cant talk no more!"- She said Firmly

"Thanks Normani!"- Robi yelled and she thumbs up.

This is all her fault! If she did not judge my Song i will not having this stupid tape on my mouth.

How can i Sing now? What the eff!?

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