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|| Kharisma ||
Can we have a talk ?
I looked at the message that popped up on my phone .
I laid in bed with my son asleep , gripping my neck like his life depended on it and John hugging my waist .
I placed a kiss on John's lips .
He brought my baby to the park and they had fun .
I directed my attention back towards my phone . I read the message again and went back to scrolling on Instagram .
What the fuck can we talk about ?
How you doing my son bogus ?I sighed and closed my eyes
I wonder all the time how would it have been if I went with him that day .
Would we actually be living happily right now ?
I sadly pushed the thoughts out of my head thinking about all of the attention he receives from rapping .
He's a celebrity also , he would have just found him an older pretty girl .
I don't know how I feel towards Dave . My feelings are all over the place .I guess I never wanted a relationship from David in the jump .
We was supposed to just have sex with no feelings attached .
Dave hopped in his bag , I didn't .
The sex was just great and I appreciated him for helping me and bringing me out of A bad situation .
Yes I loved him , but I wasn't in love with him .
And yes I still love him . I love his bond with my son , I admire him as a father and imma always love him for how he took my son in as his own from day one .
Mia isn't around anymore for Kairi and I'll always step up and be there for her .
My heart ached when I came to the realization that I didn't want to be with Dave . I was content with living my life without him .
He isn't a horrible man . He just has horrible ways .
He's too deep in the streets, I can't fear for my life every time I walk out of the house .
Dave is just not someone I picture myself with .
He receives to much attention and would have left me for an older prettier girl
And lastly he's an almost married man .
He shouldn't be worried about me .
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