"I am pregnant, " I say looking into his eyes intensely but his face is emotionless.
"what? " he asks stunned, he paces around for a few minutes "I can't take care of a child right now" he snaps holding the office table tightly.
"We have to becaus...
Things have been going great since the ball which was two weeks ago, everyone has put it upon themselves to spend as much time as possible with Wilmer and me before we finally leave for Brazil.
I have to try to create a time where Wilmer spends some time with my family and also with Chance's family even with my friends just so everyone would have time with Wilmer.
Wilmer seems to love the attention he's getting from everyone and it hurts me to take this away from him but I guess this is for the best.
Today is the day I would be leaving, we are currently at the airport after going through a security checkup, and every other thing I am currently waiting for my boarding ticket to be announced.
I sigh deeply as I seat beside Chance away from everyone, we have been seated here for five minutes in complete silence both lost for words to say.
I sigh loudly once again before turning my gaze towards him deciding on breaking the silence overwhelming us" I never imagined I would be leaving in this manner" I say with a slight smile on my lips as his eyes lock with mine" I thought when I would be leaving the only people who would be here to watch me leave would be Summer, Shane, William and Chole but everyone is here today even Mr.Colt is here" I say with a bright smile on my lips.
I was really surprised to see Mr.colt here with mum Elaina, he has gotten so fond of Wilmer, he even pampers Wilmer with toys and attention in which I am grateful for.
"Yeah he's trying to make up for his mistakes and he loves Wilmer," he says with a smile not reaching his eyes.
I know this is difficult for him, he has been trying as much as possible to spend time with us and now he is going to watch us leave.
I feel bad for doing this but I just have to be selfish for once, this is the best way because we both need time to heal before we can ever have a healthy relationship.
We started a relationship based on the wrong reason so we both need to go our separate ways to be able to grow in our different way.
I stare at his eyes focused intensely on me deciding on saying what I have been dreading to speak to him about.
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I lick my dry lips feeling anxious because I know what I am about to say would only hurt him" Chance I have a request" I say softly gaining his full attention on me" I have talked to my parents about this and they agreed. I am not asking this of you because I haven't forgiven you, because believe me I have, it just I think it for the best" I felt his hand on mine cutting me short.
"Shiloh what is your request," he asks softly with curiosity.
"Please I don't want you to come to visit me in Brazil, I want you to stay away," I say watching the sad and confused look appear on the face.
"What? Why? I know I won't be able to see you anymore but I was hoping to come to see you least once in a while to see how you and Wilmer are coping over there" he says frantically.
