I have been going through our old chats,Seb. The one before all those 'I have a meeting','I'll be late home,tonight'.
That was a whole different time,huh?
I came across a text where I wrote how you'll always feel like home to me.
To be honest,I regret writing that. Because,I believe,home is a place that's familiar and that never changes. A place where you feel uou belong to.
But nowadays you just feel like a distant city that I'll never visit. A city so mysterious that it's scary.
I don't know what I'm anymore. A broken person,maybe? What I feel is something I can't explain. All I know is that I am losing myself slowly.
I wish you didn't leave me here feeling like this. Feeling like I wasn't enough. Wasn't enough to make you happy,wasn't enough to even be worthy of an explanation for your infidelity.
But,I know this feeling.
This is skinny love at it's finest.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Sebastian
RomanceHer 'Once upon a time..' was reality but her '...happily ever after' remained a dream. (ON HOLD) ©Creampuff_75