Diary scars (unofficially 'will you be my diary?' )

chapter 21

I woke up against something hard and cold. I blinked a few times to adjust my eyes. My perspective was shoved on a side ways angle. I lifted my head with groan and tried to push myself off the ground, but my hands weren't pushing against anything flat, let alone something cold and sturdy, more like warm and uneven, more commonly known as Morgen's chest. I heard him grumble as he woke up.

"Oh hello baby." Morgen mumbled. I huffed.

"You mind hopping off of me so I can get up please." He said as a question. I raised myself up on my elbows and tried to lift myself up.

"Thanks." he mumbled to me once I was sitting up. I looked around the room and saw it all looked pretty fine, the bed was a little crumpled but nothing that meant a certain thing happened last night that we weren't supposed to do, except for maybe the neck kisses. He sat up as well and brought an arm around me as he too surveyed the room.

"How in the name of hell did we end up on the floor?" Morgen asked in alarm. I shrugged.

"I dunno, maybe we were watching a movie on the ground and fell asleep?" I said more a question than an answer. He shrugged. I put my hands on the floor and lifted myself up properly and plonked down on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands. Morgen decided to lay back down again with his hands behind his head like he were at a fancy vacation centre by the beach in a cosy chair. I sighed.

I laid down flat on my back against my mattress in peace and tranquillity, something rarely given of had in this house and my life, a rare gift indeed, which just had to be ruined by the buzz of my phone. With a lazy hand, I picked it up and brought it close to my face to see what kind of message it was, whether it were just stupid sales of brand stores or friends trying to annoy me. I saw the name attached to the message and quickly unlocked my phone.

"Shit." I hissed to myself when I saw the time, it was 09:38 AM, and I was supposed to be meeting with Laryanna at 10:00 AM, which was in about half an hour.

Morgen raised his head and looked up to me with a curious glance.

"What's wrong?" he asked me. I sighed and jumped up from the bed and ran to my closet. He sat up while resting on his hands for support.

"Baby?" he called out to me as I dug my way through the hanging section of my closet. I ignored him and kept going, looking for something nice, but not too fancy, if you know what I mean. I heard footsteps behind me before I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. Morgen's breath tickled my ear as I continued my long quest for an outfit.

"What's wrong?" he repeated. I carried on as I uttered a reply.

"I forgot I had to meet with someone this morning." I muttered, not really caring if he heard or not.

"This early?" he asked. I nodded as my fingers brushed over the various patterns of cotton clothing. I pushed Morgen's arms off me as I stretched to grab hold of a stripped blue and white play suit to wear. I grabbed the hanger and threw it on my bed. I turned to Morgen and pointed to the door.

"You need to leave." I said to him, he gave me a pouty face and zombie like trod over to the door. After I was sure Morgen was down stairs or out of the house I put my play suit on. I looked at myself in the full body length mirror and gave myself a satisfactory nod. I then dug through the bottom of my closet to find a pair of blues vans which I knew I had, they just decided to play hide and seek with me for the last 3 weeks. I found them hiding under a fallen dress that's been laying there for a few weeks, I just hadn't been bothered to pick it up at the time. I grabbed my shoes and a pair of white ankle socks and slid on my blue vans.

I grabbed my phone sending Laryanna a message that I'd be there in 20 minutes and walked down the stairs two at a time and almost tripping over. I had a bright smile on my face by the time I reached the kitchen and grabbed my water bottle out of the fridge.