Baatein kuch unkahee si

Part 23

.hamari sagaai ho gayi..buaji ne humey babuji ka vaasta diya aur humey majburan yeh karna para..lekin shayed ismein aapki bhi marzi nehi thi devi maaiya...tabhi to shyaamji ko humey sagaai ki anguthi ultey hath mein pehenana para...ajeeb baat to yeh hai jaha sagaai ki anguthi honi chahiye thi waha arnavji se miley chot ki nishani hai...(I got engaged..i was compelled to do it...but I think even you didn't want this to happen...that's why he couldn't put the engagement ring in my ring finger..and strange thing is that I have got injured at the place where I should have had my ring finger)

Arnav didn't know why he felt relieved at this piece of information. He never believes in rituals but still it was tough for him to think that his khushi was bound to someone else even if it was by the virtue of an engagement ring.

..Pata nehi devi maaiya aap kya chahti hai..aj humey fir shantivan jaana para..fir arnavji... Humey koi fark nehi padta..to kya hua agar arnavji waha pe hai...humey koi fark nehi padta..agar unhe hamari parwa nehi hai to firey hum kyun itna soch rahe hai...(don't know what you want...I again had to go to shantivan today...then again arnavji...I don't care..so what if he is around...I don't care...if he doesn't care about me..why am I thinking so much)

..Hum aapni sagaai ki baat arnavji se nehi kehena chahtey they..pata nehi kyun ek darr sa lag raha tha..kahin unhe bura to nehi.....anjaliji ne jab unhe yeh baat batai..to fir woh achanak bohot gussa ho gaye...aisa laga jaise jaise ki hum unke gunhegar hai...unki ankhon mein woh gussa...(I didn't want to tell arnavji about my engagement..i was a bit scared..dont know why..what if he feels bad..when anjaliji told him about this he got very angry...I felt as if I did a crime..that anger in his eyes..)

Arnav: kaise gussa nehi hota main...tum kisi aur ki...how can you be someone else's damn it!!..he gritted his teeth.(Why won't I be angry...you would have been someone else's)

'Aur kitni taklif denge humey arnavji..har kadam pe woh hamarey dil ke lakhon tukde kartey hai, fir bhi unhe chayen nehi milta...hum jantey hai bas humey taklif dene ke liye hi unhone woh haar lavanyaji ko pehenai...aur woh lehenga...humse kaha ki hamari aukad nehi hai usey pehen ne ki...najane kyun woh hamesha humse aise baat kartey hai...(How much more will arnavji make me suffer...he breaks my heart into thousand pieces everyday but still he isn't happy...I know he made lavanyaji wear that necklace to hurt me..told me that I don't have the status don't know why he talks like this always)

Arnav winced in pain thinking how he had insulted her.

After next few pages suddenly arnav saw only one sentence written...'Hey devi maaiya!!!'(Oh God!!)

He was curious to know the reason, as he flipped the page he read...'Kal uss laad governor ki wajah se hamara matha itna garam the ki kuch aur likh nehi paye..'(I was so angry because of him that I couldn't write anything)

Arnav raised an eyebrow.

'Samajhta kya hai aapne aap ko...unka bhai hamari jiji se baat karna chahta hai, jabki jiji ne saaf saaf mana kar diya...aur ulta wohi humey baatein sunane chaley...himmat to dekho'(what does he think of himself..his brother loves my sister..but jiji doesn't love him...but he told me so many things...how dare he)

Arnav smiled at her anger.

'...yeh laad governor ka har waqt sahi hona zaruri hai kya...ab to lagta hai jiji bhi aakashji se pyaar karti hai..hey devi maaiya ab hum unse kaise kahey ki woh sahi hai..kehene se hi naak fulake kahenge..what the khushi kumari gupta..arnav singh raizada kabhi galat nehi hota... Lekin jiji ke liye humey yeh karna to parega..yeh musibat aur arnav singh raizada hamara kya rishta hai devi maaiya hi jaane...dono hi hamara peecha nehi chhorta...'(Is it necessary for him to be right always...now it seems like even jiji loves aakashji..now how do I tell him that he was right..as soon as I say this he flare his nose and say what the khushi kumari gupta I am always right...but I will have to do this for jiji..don't know what relation I have with problems and arnav singh raizada ..they never seem to leave me)