Y/n pov
I laid in bed and watched Gus sleeping peacefully next to me.
He always looked so peaceful, like a baby.
Even when there was a storm going on inside.
I sighed before I got up and walked into the closet searching around for my suitcases. Once I found them I opened them both on the closet floor and began filling them.
I loved gus with all my heart, but sometimes I'm so ready to give up.
I get so worried about him I just cry.
A tear crept down my face as I put another shirt in my suitcase and I froze.
Gus was standing in the door way of the closet looking down at me.
He looked sad but this was a normal routine for us.
I say I'm gonna leave and I never can, I could never just walk out on him.
Gus's drug use scares me.
And seeing him come home high and then going straight to sleep scares me.
Gus is all I want, and I wish he made better choices.
I started to break down crying on the closet floor.
Gus reached his hand out to help me up.
I grabbed it and rose to me feet before gus gave me a big hug.
I instantly calmed down.
His touch always made me feel better.
"i love you, y/n" gus said and kissed my forehead.
"i love you more gus" I said and hugged him tighter.
He's an angel.
I know the storm will end, I know gus will get better.
And I'll stay by His side through it all.
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AHAHA writing this one made me sad considering peeps death affected me a lot.
But it also made me feel a little better bringing his memory back by writing about him and the reality of his situations.
I wanna start writing about him more considering I love him so much which is why I INSTANTLY said yes when asked about him.
I wanna write more positive things next it's soon to come.
