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"WHERE WERE YOU?!" I yelled turning on the lamp.
It was 12 in the morning and Jaeden has developed this bullshit thing where he goes out, stays wherever he is and stumbles home drunk after like a day or two. But enough is enough. "Fuck.. You scared me baby" He slurred and rubbed his eyes. "Oh, I scared you?! I haven't slept at all because of your ass always coming home late!" I yelled. "Calm down, okay? I'm sorry" He began getting close and attempting to hug me but I pushed him away.
"NO! YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME TO CALM DOWN, JAEDEN, IS IT BECAUSE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?!" I continued yelling.
"What the hell are you talking about?" His expression turned angry.
"IS IT BECAUSE I'M TOO UGLY?!" I screamed.
"What? Oh my god shut up" He scoffed.
"TELL ME JAEDEN, IS IT SOMETHING I'M DOING WRONG?!"
"Shut up!"
"WHY DO YOU KEEP LEAVING ME ALL ALONE HERE? ARE YOU SEEING SOMEONE?!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP" Jaeden screamed.
"YOU WANNA KNOW WHY I LEAVE? IT'S BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'RE FUCKING FINN, AND EVERY TIME I SEE YOU I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK HOW MUCH OF A SLUT YOU ARE AND HOW FOOLISH I WAS TO EVEN DATE YOU" Jaeden screamed and smacked me. Instantly regretting it. His cheeks were red and he was breathing heavily.
Finn and I used to date. Before I met Jaeden. We decided our relationship wasn't working out and we ended it. But we're still best friends. But the thing is. I never slept with Finn while dating Jaeden. I loved him too much to ever hurt him. I held my face and let my tears spill out.
"I hate you" I managed to say before walking upstairs. I stopped midway and turned, "Just so you know, I never cheated on you with Finn, I loved you too much"
Jaeden's point of view
I hit her. I FUCKING HIT HER. Y/n stopped her tracks,
"Just so you know, I never cheated on you with Finn, I loved you too much."
And with that, she walked upstairs and slammed the door to our room. I replayed the words she said to me. I'm not as drunk now, and now I feel it. The pain, the guilt, the anger. Even the sadness. This was all Finn's fault. He did this.
Flashback of last week
Me, Finn, Sophia and Y/n were at the carnival. We all decided to split up, Sophia and Y/n together, and me and Finn together. Finn and I were talking about so much random shit, I Don't even remember. But then it stopped when we got to the point where each other's responses were dry. It was quiet.. That was until Finn opened his mouth.
"You know she's mine right?" I looked at him puzzled.
"Who, Sophia?" I ask.
"Y/n"
I paused. "I don't understand"
"Dude, c'mon, you aren't that stupid, Y/n and I got back together" He stopped walking and looked at me
"B-but she's dating me.. Finn are you high?"
"You know what.. You'll put the pieces together eventually" He chuckled. I punched him in the face and walked away. I went to the bar and got drunk. That's how everything started. I slid down the wall and had my head in my hands as I start crying. I want to just hug her, and tell her I'm sorry. But one thing you should know about Y/n is there's no way in hell she's ever gonna forgive me. EVER.
I sighed and got up. I walked up stairs, I stood by the door and began thinking of what to say. Or maybe I shouldn't say anything at all, maybe I should hug her, and love her. I couldn't decide what to do once I heard Y/n crying and whispering things to herself. She was calling herself stupid, repeatedly. It broke me, look what I did. I knocked on the door hoping to get an answer.
"Go away" She sniffled.
"Baby.." I let the tears slip out again
"I.. I don't want to hear it Jaeden.. Just go away please"
I twisted the knob, but it would only go halfway. She locked the door. I respected her words and walked downstairs. I grabbed a blanket from the closet and laid down on the couch.
The next morning
Y/n's point of view
I had everything packed. All my clothes in a suitcase and anything else important in a duffel bag. I didn't pack any pictures because I need to move on.. Move on from everything. Start fresh. I put everything in my car then walked back into the house. I stayed there until Jaeden was awake. I'd feel horrible if I didn't say goodbye. It would break me. It would break us.
After like a half an hour, Jaeden was wide awake. I was standing in the door frame of the front door.
"Hey.." He got up and got close.
"Hey Jae" I gave him a small smile.
"..Y-you're back..What do you want" He avoided eye contact
"What I wanted was you"
"But you told me to go away" He said tears trickling down his face
"Yeah.. But I never said goodbye" He looked back at me then kissed me.
It turned into a make out but ended shortly.
"Goodbye Jaeden" I pulled away and was about to start walking
"Don't do this" He held my hand and began to cry.
"I love Jaeden but I have to" And with that I got in my car and drove away knowing he was watching
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★彡kay
TOTALLY NOT SOBBING AND LISTENING TO SUMMERTIME SADNESS.. TOTALLY
