I came back that weekend to get my stuff, his car was in the driveway making me sigh. I got my phone and key before walking in. I saw him sitting on the couch, he looked up and me and went to say something "don't talk to me" I said and went upstairs.
As I got my stuff he walked in "y/n please" I ignored him "I can't lose you" "should've thought about that before" he grabbed my hand, I pulled it back looking at him "don't touch me-" "please, 2 minutes, give me 2 minutes to talk" I sighed crossing my arms.
"you have no idea how much I hate myself for what I did. Trust me. I've never loved someone like I love you and y/s/n. I know I messed up and I understand if you can't forgive me but I-I need you. You've given me everything, you're all I care about and I can't even explain why I-" I couldn't breathe "breathe" she said softly, I let out a sob and sat down leaning my head on the bed.
She bent down and rubbed my back until I calmed down "you okay?" "i'm so sorry" I said shacking my head. I sat down leaning my back against the bed, she sat down facing me.
"I regret doing what I did, I truly do. I know you probably don't believe me and don't want to see me ever again but...I love you so much, I don't love anyone else...and i'll do anything to get you back as long as i live. I promise I can tae care of you and y/s/n" I said all of that while looking at the ground. Once I was done I looked at her.
"Corbyn...as much as I'm disappointed and angry with you rightnow...I've never seen you be so serious about something. Jesus i've never seen you cry or almost have a panic attack" I sighed "tell me what's been happening...please" "I...I've just been feeling...I guess like not enough. not good enough. I'm not really sure why but my music just hasn't been good and I felt like I was a shit boyfriend...dad...sexual partner...I know that's not a valid reason but..." "Corbyn...you are enough, you always were and you'll always be. I understand and to be honest I noticed but I didn't think you'd ho as far as cheating"
She leaned forward and took my hand, I looked up at her "I still love you Corbyn, I really do but i'm still hurt. If you truly believe and promise that you can redeem yourself, that we can work on this together" I nodded immediately realising that she was giving me a chance. "but you have to work for it with me, i'm not doing this alone and you know I believe in second chances but not in thirds" I nodded and smiled.
I quickly hugged her pulling her into me "thank you so much, I promise I'll do everything to save this" she tightened her arms around "Can you come back" "I told y/s/n it was a week at grams house, I'll come back after" I nodded.
I looked into her eyes for a few seconds before smiling "thank you so much, I will never hurt you again" "you better not" we laughed. She sat in my lap leaning her back against my chest, I put my arms around her and kissed her shoulder.
"what do you want to do?" "We can just hang out for a bit but I need to go back to my moms house" I nodded.
We talked about the whole situation for a while "ok i'm gonna head back" "ok thank you again" "I forgive you but i'm not gonna forget, ok" "yeah" I nodded, she walked to the door, she looked at me, I went over and kissed her "see you soon" "see ya"
