Soft Poetry.

25.

It's probably because they see a monster when they look at me,
Probably because I'm too good for them,
Probably because I can't give them what they want.
Probably because I'm missunderstood.
Probably there is really a curse.
Probably because they heard a rumor about me.
Probably because they found someone better than me.
Probably I'm too shy, or too skinny.
Probably I have high standards.
Probably some of them are racists.
Probably because I make them lose interrest so fast.
Probably cause I'm not fake or typical.
Probably I'm not good enough.

Probably it's all in my head.
And i'm saying it out loud.