" what the fuck bruh " I sighed wiping the tears off my face
" hello " I put the phone to my ear
" why you ain't answer my FaceTime call " sincere asked
" cause I didn't see it " I lied
" I'm bout to call you on FaceTime so answer" he hung up in my face
" yes sincere " I answered the FaceTime
" put yo face in the camera dumbass " I slowly put my face in the camera hoping he wouldn't notice I was crying
" you was crying "
" no "
" stop lying yo eyes red and I know you ain't smoke yet "
" I'm fine sincere I'm just tired and aggravated"
" ight imma see you later I love you "
" I love you be safe " I hung up laying back in my bed
I hate days like these days I just feel helpless no matter how hard I try I can't escape my own thoughts. It's like my mind won't let me be happy and I hate it
I feel hopeless like I'm not living with a purpose every day I wake up it's like a punishment . I just want peace for once I just want true happiness but my own mind is preventing that
I just want my mom to love . I just wish my dad wasn't in prison I just wish my brother was back . I just wish my best friend wasn't dead . I just wish I had peace. But you can't get what you want in life cause life isn't fair .
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" why yo eyes red " my sister asked and I rolled my eyes
" I know you saw me smoking in the car " I said while opening the door of the restaurant
" I forgot dang " she walk inside and I walked inside behind her
" he right there " I pointed to my brother in the booth in the back
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" wassup " I sat in the booth and he gave me a blank face expression
