MATCH MADE IN HELL ⋮ markhyuck

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prepare for a long chapter : 3

and beware of my f-ing grammar 

Have you ever felt unsafe even at your own house? Because Donghyuck did. He was scared to use a computer at home even with incognito mode as he felt that his mother will find out about all of his searches. So Donghyuck spent after school time in the library using a public computer.

He knew that no one cares about what he is doing as they all minding their own business but he still closed the windows when someone passed by, scared that they will see what he's searching. He felt anxious in this kind of place, always scanning people around him suspiciously. He even chose the computer on the corner that would let him feel safe but people still bothered him.

He sighed when the old woman behind him finally walked off. She spent ten minutes looking at the fairytales for kids. At that time Donghyuck just read some news on NAVER trying to properly use his time in here. She probably wouldn't even see what he's doing, but Donghyuck knows how old women talk when they see someone like him doing those searches. Once, he had to see when an old woman attacked a girl in the supermarket. Suddenly she seemed more energetic as she spat all those things at a poor girl like she was rapping or something.

When she left, Donghyuck opened a window again and typed "omega pregnancy". He was embarrassed that he knows nothing about his body. When teachers explained to students those things, they divided them into three groups. Donghyuck being a brat begged them to let him into the alphas' classroom as he will be one of them in the future too. Teachers did as they were tired from Donghyuck and they knew that he will do what he wants in the end. It turned out that Donghyuck learned how alphas do those things and left knowing nothing about omegas.

Donghyuck read many things that bothered him, made him laugh and startled him. But he felt a little relieved but just a little as he read that having sex on heat cannot always guarantee a pregnancy. There are some times when omegas do have sex with several alphas but still don't get pregnant as their bodies aren't fully ready to make a baby but will a few days after. Donghyuck prayed that time to be one of those as he didn't know what to do if he got pregnant.

He did research about abortion as well. He read reviews about that and learned that it's prohibited. There were some of the occasions and doctors have permission to do so if omega is sick, disabled or childbirth is risky for mother or both of them. They usually don't do abortions to omegas who accidentally got pregnant by playing around or just got unplanned pregnancy, unless they got paid. But most importantly doctors refuse to help those who were raped and attacked by alphas on their heat without any suppressants. Doctors say that it's their own fault, they were asking for it by spreading pheromones. Alphas just do their job expanding population. Donghyuck wanted to slap those doctors. It was obvious that they hadn't experienced something like this for themselves.

Few comments led him to the page where omegas can get illegal abortions behind authorities' backs. First, Donghyuck thought that he found something good and useful but after a couple of minutes he quickly shut that window down. Comments scared him. They not only showed disturbing pictures but omegas shared their life before and after. One said that they got into depression, another still feels pain while the third couldn't get pregnant anymore. Donghyuck was scared that his life could end like that too if that night was unlucky for him.

He found some medications which can remove the baby without any pain and will ensure that he still could get pregnant in the future. Donghyuck didn't believe that. How can a simple pill erase life so easily? He still was curious so he looked up the price and was left pale with wide eyes. That shit was expensive. He couldn't buy it with just pocket money, he needs to work to afford six pills which he may not even need in the future. After reading positive reviews Donghyuck decided that he need those pills. Omegas said that this medicine saved their lives from unwanted pregnancy and so Donghyuck wanted that too. He didn't know if he actually will be pregnant as he had to wait for a little to see the symptoms. Because of his late presenting, everything was different for Donghyuck and it may be hard to realize some things when everything is twisted like that. It means that even if he's experiencing heats, he still may be pregnant. Maybe yes, maybe no.