𝙎𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙏𝙝𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣' | 𝙃𝙇𝙏 𝙎𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙡

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"Hey Maleah. Just calling to say good morning & I love you before I got to school. Just know if you need anything from I always gotchu. Don't let this family beef keep you from thinking I love you. Cuz I do baby. I'll see you soon." Ive been leaving Maleah voicemail after voicemail and she hasn't been answering my calls .. I'm getting worried for real.

I didn't have much time to worry about that , because I was about to be late for school.
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-At school

I walked to my first period class & went to go sit down by Deja. She was looking irritated so I wasn't about to say nothing to her cause I know how I get when I'm irritated. I don't be wanting to talk to nobody. So I just let her be.

5 minutes into class & I could feel her staring at me & I was getting mad uncomfortable.

"Tell me something ?" She finally said .
"What's up?"
"Did y'all.. fuck?"
"Y'all? Who you talking about?"
"You & Meech.."
"Girl no. Meech is like my brother. Why?"
"Cause.. he was really like my first love & you're like one of my close friends & I just wouldn't want anything to be awkward between us."
"Dej.. he said nothing really happened between y'all. So who cappin?"
"Girl him. You know he be hoeing. He prolly not tryna claim me so he could look hard , but trust me. Meech & I were in love. Or I thought so until...never mind."
"Girl.. you know you can tell me."
"He got me pregnant during my junior year."
"Oh my gosh.."
"Yeah.."
"Did you .. keep it ?"
"yup.. I wasn't gon abort my baby. I don't see him that much , because of work & school. So he's usually with my mama."
"Wow Dej.. I didn't know that. "
"Yea, but look. I'm not tryna make you feel like I'm pressuring you into choosing between Meech & I... I just thought you should know."
"No thank you for telling me. Him & I got some things to talk about now..."

I can't believe Meech would leave out the MOST important part. I've known this mf since we were babiesss & he didn't tell me he was a father ? It's some fishy shit going on and I'm not messing with i. He definitely gon hear my mouth when I get out this class.
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-After class
During 1st period I texted Meech & told him we gotta talk. So , he decided that the best place to talk would be in his car. So we skipped 2nd period. I've barely been in this mf for 2 months and he already making me look like a bad kid.

He was already in there so I had to try & sneak out of the building and meet him.

I got in & shut the door. He leaned over toward me & tried to give me a kiss but I dodged that shit fast asf.

"What I do now ?" He said
"Meech.."
"Yes baby?" I don't know wtf he thought this was calling me baby & shit, but I was gon play along ..
"You know I love you and that you can & could always tell me anything. Right?"
"Fasho.. wassup?"
"Why didn't you tell me you have a whole ass baby?"
He busted out laughing. Right in my damn face...
"Prolly cuz I don't? I'm not no damn father."
"Well Deja said-"
"Stop right there. You always going off what Deja said. Just listen to me.. I ain't fuck that girl .. so there ain't no way that's my baby. Get whatever fucked up shit she got in yo head , out. Cause it's not true."
"Demetri you better not be lying to me."
"I ain't neva lied to you."
"Then why is she?"
"Prolly tryna get you away from me."
I rolled my eyes & sighed cause he was prolly right. I didn't want him to be but he was.. but until I see Dej do some sneaky shit I'm not making no moves.
"I guess.."
"So what now?"
"Shit ion know. I can't go to class cuz I'm too late."
"You ain't gotta go nowhere." He took his hand and slid it up my leg. This dude really think he slick..

I picked up his hand and put it in his lap.
"Uhn uhn. What you think you doing?"
"Feeling on ma girl."
"Yo girl? Boy bye. You're a hoe."
He started laughing , "Not no more."
"Mhm."
"Ask my niggas. I dropped all my hoes for you. I'm just waiting on you to stop playing."
"I'm not playing. Just not ready.."
"And why is that?"
"Cause the last nigga I trusted cheated on me.. with a bitch I called my best friend."
"Milan.. you know I wouldn't do shit to hurt you yo.."
"Mhm.."
"I'm deadass. I love yo ass. You got a special place in ma heart."

My daddy told me to never trust a nigga that day some shit like that... whew bitch. This shit got me geeking though.. fr .

"I love you too.. buh still. Gimme some time."
"Take all the time you need.."

He looked at me & smiled..

Don't . catch . Feelings . Milan .
Don't . catch . Feelings . Milan .
Don't . catch . Feelings . Milan .
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-Back at home

When I got home I seen my dad and got excited asf cause I really missed him, but then got irritated cause I seen his lil "friend from work" sitting on the couch.

"Wassup princess !" My dad said while jogging over to me to give me a hug
"Hey daddy. How was ya trip?"
"It was all good. I missed you"
"Missed you too."
I put my bag down and walked to the kitchen.

"So you not gon say hi?" Nicole said
I almost spit my water out "girl what? Ion know yo like that."
"Ayo..cut it out." My dad said
"Nah cuz she coming in here like she my mama. Ion know this bitch." I kinda felt a bad cause she caught me off guard and my mouth get silly so I couldn't stop myself.
"Uhn uhn Antwan. Who she callin a bitch? Control yo CHILD. Emphasis on the fuckin child."
"Girl this my home. If anything you say something to ME. Calm yo ass down and stop tryna play step mommy pooh."
"Milan. Chill the fuck out. For real."

I rolled my eyes & grabbed my food. As I was about to walk upstairs , my dad called my named.
"Get back down here Milan. We all gotta talk."
I rolled my eyes & walked back downstairs.
"Yes?"
"Look.. you might not like what I'm about to say , but oh well. "
"Mhm.. okay. What ?"
"Nicole is moving in with us.."
"You're fuckin lying."
"Milan. Don't o all that extra shit."
"I don't want her up in this bitch."
"Too bad.."
"Why she moving in here ? Y'all not married or nun."
"She don't have nowhere else to go. Plus .. I don't want the mother of my child on the streets."

My mouth dropped open wide asf .. I could've slammed both they heads together cuz wtf !
"Surprise..." Nicole said
I could've gone off on her big headass but I just let it slide. Instead.. I just walked up to my room before I said or did some shut that I was gon regret..

This don't make no sense whatsoever . My life feel like a damn BET movie .