eros • tk

twenty four

'JUNGKOOK POV'

"Jungkook where hav- fuck what happen to you?!"

I sniff and sit on sofa, I rest my back and I close my eyes with my heart aching.

"Hey what's wrong? What happen to you?"

"I-I don't want to lose him hyung..."

When I close my eyes, his beautiful face and a hurt taehyung flashed on my mind. I can't help but to drop a tears in my eyes.

"H-Hey Jungkook..."

I sigh and I slowly open my eyes and I look at my manager who's looking at me worriedly.

"He found out hyung..."

He furrowed his eyebrows and just look at me worriedly. I bite my lips and my tears keep flowing and flowing.

"But I thought you'll tell him tom-

"I thought too hyung, b-but one of my friend suddenly tell him the truth.."

He knitted his eyebrows and sigh, obviously looking mad. I just bite my lips, thinking of taehyung.

"What?! Your friend knows that you're Jugkook? How?! Who's that friend? Why did he tell t-

"Yes, he and they know, they're six of my real friends hyung.. It's a long story but I-I promise they're good friends of mine.... He's drunk so he didn't know what he's doing and I do understand that hyung.. I-I'm not blaming my friend, it's still my fault.." - I sniff and look down

He sigh and he sit beside me and patted my back.

"Okay okay.. I'm sorry I'm just worried... Then what happen? This is the first time I see you like this.. You look so broken right now.."

I smiled a bit and I look up to him. I look broken? Yeah... It's my first time to feel broken... I didn't know that it's so fucking hurt to be inlove... but I do deserved this for now... and I promise to myself that we'll going to end up together...

"He's broken too hyung... he's hurt right now too... And it's so hurt to me when I see him crying because of me.. but I can't do anything... he's pushing me away and I do feel why... he's mad because I lied to him but I-I know that is not the reason why he's pushing me away..." - I sob and I wipe my tears that keep flowing

My manager just smiled slightly and he nods, it's looks like he already know what I'm thinking. He caress my back soothingly.

"He's smart and brave Jungkook... He's pushing you away because he already know what will happen soon.."

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"B-But I'm going to protect him hyung right? I-I can't lose him hyung... I can't.." - I sob and he just smiled slightly at me

"And as I said, I'll protect the both of you when the times come..."

"I know hyung I know... but what I'm going to do now? He keep pushing me away and I'm hurt when he's saying that we cannot inlove with each other, it's look like he's ending my own life, oh f-fuck.." - I sobs and I cover my face with my both hands

Suddenly I felt arms around me and my manager just whisper that everythings will be okay. I cry and just thnking what I'm going to do.

"Sshh.. Jungkook....."