Finding Her Voice Book 1&2, Completed

009

Date: June 15, 2020
Name: Jamie McNeal
Nickname: Mama

"Noooooo Roderickkkkk move, I'm okay. You ain't gotta stay." I shooked my head standing at the door with it opened.

Ever since we found out people after us, he's been coming here non-stop.

He chuckled standing there leaning against the wall. "Nope, ian leaving."

He usually come with the gang too, but tonight it was different.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Cause I don't want to, plus you don't want me to either." He shrugged.

"How you know? And yes, I do want you to." I crossed my arms.

"Okay, look me in my eyes and say it then." He said.

I looked him in his eyes. "I want you to-" I stopped and started laughing a little breaking eye contact. "Leave."

"See look at that, you lying." He laughed too walking up on me.

I stepped back some but he grabbed me by my waist pulling me closer.

I-

"What you doing Roderick?" I mumbled.

"Shhhh ma, I know what I'm doing." He mumbled placing his lips on mines kissing me.

I was hesitant about it but I gave in and kissed him back.

It just felt right.

I closed my eyes as he slipped his tongue in and I added tongue too.

Our tongues roamed each other's mouth as my arms instantly went around his neck and he pulled me closer to him by my waist.

I want him.

But I remembered something.

He has a girlfriend.

I pulled away looking at him.

"Why you stop?" He asked.

"You got a girl." I cleared my throat and mumbled looking down. "I'm not a side piece. Think you should leave, forreal."

He sighed walking to the door shaking his head before looking back at me.

I avoided looking at him and he walked out as I closed the door.

I sighed locking it hearing him getting in his car.

If he wants me, his actions gotta show it.

He gotta leave her.

Shaking my head I went up to my room laying in my bed.

"Let me stop trying to get him, cause I know he not leaving that lil girl." I mumbled to myself stuffing my head in the pillow.

Am I really finna cry about this?

Hell nawl.

I sat up getting out of bed.