again

eight.

"I need to ask you a favour." I state

I've rehearsed it in my mind around a million times but I'm still not sure what I'm going to say.

"Come in," he says, gesturing me inside

I enter swiftly, Linda sits on the sofa, watching TV. She turns around, noticing me she smiles widely

"Chloe, how are you?" She asks

"I'm..  I'm not sure." I admit, she furrows her brows

"Come sit." She offers, I nod, followed by Amenadiel

I sit beside Linda and fold my hands in my lap, do not over share. Don't push yourself feelings unto them.

"What's wrong?" Linda asks

"I was just thinking, and I had some questions." I say, "about- hell."

"What do you want to know?" Amenadiel asks

"Angels can go to hell, yah?" I ask, he nods, he has a knowing look on his face

"Chloe you're not asking me to-"

"Can Amenadiel go to hell?" I blurt out, they both drop their jaws

"Chloe!" Linda shouts

"Not like- forever, I just need a favour." I say, Amenadiel sighs

"What do you need?" He asks

"Can you take me?" I ask, his eyes widen, his mouth agape

"Absolutely not. I will not bring you to hell Chloe. besides, there's a chance you could get stuck." He says

"I know, but the only things I feel guilty for is- you know.. the Kinley thing. I feel guilty for letting him leave, I need to get him back to make sure I don't go to hell." I state

"So it's just so you don't go to hell?" Linda asks, I nod  "That's the only reason?" she asks, I nod again

"You're lying." They state in unison

"I just- I need Lucifer.
I love him. I can't live without him anymore. If you won't bring me, I will find my own way." I retort

"You won't make it." He says, I shake my head

"You're wrong."

"Chloe, don't do anything stupid." Linda tells me, I stand up

"I'll do what I need to do, to see Lucifer." I state, turning towards the door

"Chloe," Amenadiel calls as I walk away.

I will do exactly what I need to do.
Why won't Amenadiel help me get Lucifer back?