friendship (Camren)

you're scaring me

Camila's pov 

I was in Laurens' bedroom with her, she was playing video games on her Xbox. I was lead back against the headboard, I watch as she bit her lip and frowns her eyebrows in concentration. After a while of just watching she finally wins. 

"Yes!" she said, she throws the pad on the bed and fist pumps, I giggle and she smiles looking back and me, I crawl next to her and rest my head in her lap and she smiles running her hand through my hair. 

"Can I have attention now?" I ask, she smiles nodding she lays down and I cuddling into her side with my head on her chest

"Lo, what was going on with you and lucy?" I ask, she giggles looking at me

"Why? is someone jealous?" she asked, I nod she giggles and I pout 

"I was just helping her with something," she said, I raise an eyebrow 

"What? one that involves her to hug and kiss you?" I ask, she frowns

"We didn't kiss," she said, I roll my eyes getting up

"Hey, what's wrong?" she asked, she got up as well 

"Nothing..." I mumble, she gets behind me on her knees she placed her hands on my waist and kissed my cheek

"Get off," I say, she frowns confused

"Did I do something?" she asked, I stay silent 

"Camz, just a second ago you wanted me to be all over you," she said, I turn around with a shocked face

"I didn't fucking want you to kiss me though!" I yell, she was taken back

"I didn't kiss you!" she yells back, I scoff shaking my head I get off the bed and sit on the couch, I grab my phone and play a game 

"Hey! We got pizza!" Dinah yelled, right I forgot they were coming over 

"Good that would be something other than Laurens mouth in mine," I say, they were all confused 

"The fuck?! I didn't-YOU'RE A FUCKING DELIOUSIONAL BITCH!" Lauren yells I was shocked as were the rest, Lauren has never spoken to me or anyone like that, not even Shawn. She was red and her forehead vain was sticking out, she gets up walking over to me I back up a little but I was already against the wall.

"I never kissed you, Lucy never kissed me, why the fuck do you think that has happened, is your memory fucked up?" she asked, it was low and extremely intimidating, I shook my head softly.

"Then why are you being so over fucking dramatic?" she asked, I gulp lightly as she got closer the others were stood there in shock

"I don't know," I say, she nods and puts her hands on my shoulders 

"Please stop..." I whisper, her eyes where so dark almost black I've never seen them so dark before, they're usually so bright and green.

"Lolo...you're scaring me...please stop," I whimper, I watch as her eyes got brighter then they got sad, guilty, regretful, she finally steps back only just so I can get off the wall. 

"I-I...I'm so sorry, I have no idea where that came from or what came over me..." she whispers, I nod softly that wasn't Lauren, I know she didn't mean it, I know if she was in her right mind that would have never happened, not in a million years. I walk to her and wrap my arms around her, she slowly does back, I smile softly but her eyes filled with tears, I frown reaching up to whip them. 

"Hey, it's okay...that wasn't you, just don't do it again okay, then all will be forgiven," I say, she nods softly she kisses my forehead and I smile. 

"Uh...should we go?" I hear, we both look back and see the girls shocked and confused

"Uh...no stay, lets just not talk about what just happened," I say, they nod and we sit on the bed, Normani puts a movie on and I cuddle Lauren, she hasn't eaten or really watched the movie she was in her own world. 

"Hey...Lolo..." I whisper, she looks at me and nods

"What's wrong?" I ask, she rolls over and hides in the side of my neck

"I'm sorry camz, I didn't mean to do it, I blacked out I couldn't control myself-" I cut her off, I kiss her head nodding

"I know lolo, just forget about it okay, eat you haven't touched your food," I say, she shook her head

"I'm not hungry, I'm just going to fall asleep," she said, I sigh but nod softly rubbing her back

"Okay, night lolo" 

"Night camzi" she said, she falls asleep and the girls and I watch the movie eating and talking quietly, they soon leave and I fall asleep with Lauren, pulling the blanket over us and kissing her head.