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To say my Sunday caused me anxiety would be a major understatement

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To say my Sunday caused me anxiety would be a major understatement. I ended up in my own bed and did not sleep with Asher. We did in fact have a very heated, very hot make our session with Asher. Now, as I wake up to go to my class on Monday. I am dreading this.

I slam a finger down onto my phone to stop my blaring alarm and not wake up Tori. I groan rolling out of bed and letting my feet meet the floor. It's cold and all I want to do is curl up back into my bed.

Do I really need this communication class?

Yes I do.

I sigh again and make my way over to grab a change of clothing. I can hear the rain coming down hard against our window. I grab a sweatshirt and leggings throwing it on.

I grab my backpack and phone from the charger as well as my windbreaker. I quietly open the door and see Rae. She is brushing her teeth ready to go. She typically is in the morning unlike me. Who hates her life every morning. I don't know how or why she is a morning person but she is.

"Good morning," she says. I offer her a grunt and grab my toothbrush. She laughs shaking her head at me, "You need some coffee."

I shoot her a glare and start brushing my teeth.

My stomach does a flip as I once again Asher pops into my head. I would have went home with him had it not been for the whole bar watching. Plus, Tori tapped me on my shoulder freaking out. It was like a coke bucket of water was tossed over me. Julie was throwing up in the bathroom cause of the endless pile of shots we had and she usually isn't a heavy drinker. So, I left Asher, who took me leaving like a champ and helped my best friend.

Although, we had Sunday to recover and avoid all sights of Asher, my anxiety is through the roof. I could have went home with Asher on Saturday, I wanted to. Hell, everyone in that bar knew I wanted to go back with him. Julie was apologizing all day Sunday but to be honest I thank the girl for stopping me from doing it. I should not be hooking up with him. We never should have kissed and I sure as hell shouldn't have went up to his table.

Rae and I finish up brushing are teeth before grabbing our backpacks. Rae has on her UNC Cheer sweatshirt underneath her rain jacket as she puts her backpack on her shoulders.

"Let's go, a bitch needs her fucking coffee," I mutter walking past her. Rae laughs swinging opening our suite door. I glance back at my closed bedroom door sighing. I don't know why I am being such a little bitch about this. It's pathetic. So, what I made out with the kid? He's probably onto the next one and I should be onto the next one by now.

I shake my head and walk out the open door that Rae is holding for me. She gives me a funny look but I ignore her tossing my hood over my head. We head out the back doors since it's quicker and less busy to our class. We both have a class in the same building on Monday, Tuesday's, and Wednesday's, so we walk to that class together. Then Q and I meet in front of my COMM class and head to BBH together. Usually, after my Enviro class I head to lunch with everyone but today Jeremy and I are studying for our STAT quiz tomorrow after his night practice.

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