11/15/2019
holy shit bro fuckkkkkkkkkkk
dude
dude
i am so in love with him oh my god what the fuck im suffering
i know i said id be fine if he realized he's straight but i would be so fucking not fine but obviously im not gonna tell HIM that
he doesnt need that
he doesnt even know how i feel about him,,so
im not stable its fine
jen said i need to like,, let myself feel things
and im like no. feelings who. nope. not gonna happen
but she said its important and healthy to feel your emotions and process them so,, yk
guess i should start doing that
maybe i should write a song
i think i'll do that
i mean,, i am a songwriter and i write songs to express myself,,
why did it take me this long to think of this i am so dumb
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ugh → l.h ⋆ a.i
Fanfiction⤷ you're the only thing that's going on in my mind. [completed] → content warning: homophobia depression
