WARNING: SELF HARM OF SOME SORT! PLEASE BE CAUTIOUS!
I can't comprehend what just happened. Everything was going fine until Jimin opened his mouth.
The tears couldn't stop flowing down my face. I was so happy with Hoseok. So freaking happy.
I walked outside the bighit building and down the stairs that lead up to the entrance. It was pretty much dark outside and my shadow casted to my left.
I sat down on the cement wall that sectioned off the plants from the sidewalk and immediately my face fell into my hands.
"What have I done?!" I screamed into the open air. I was so frustrated that falling into a hole to never return sounded like heaven. My sobs grew violent and I brought my hands down to my bare thighs, scratching them unconsciously.
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I ruined people's lives.
In the midst of my breakdown, realization hit me. He's never going to be the sunshine of BTS again.
I stood up quickly and stared at the entrance of the building, considering walking in.
I scoffed. Why would I even consider walking in and messing things up even more?
I sat back down and watched as my scratch marks started to bleed slightly. I was so angry at myself it was ridiculous.
Suddenly, the door swung open, scaring me out of my trance. I look up and almost collapsed right there.
It was Hoseok.
And a bunch of bags with him.
He looked at me, eyes widening slightly. He stepped back, but then tilted his head.
"Y/n? What happened?"
I stood up and covered my mouth as if it would stop the sobs that escaped me.
"What...what are you doing?" I hesitantly walked over. "Why do you have a bunch of bags?"
He looked down and bit his lip as I approached him. Finally close to him, I studied his face.
My heart dropped when I found the answer. "No...don't tell me you quit?"
He nodded, still silent.
"Oh my God..." I stepped back. "No no no! Please tell me you're joking?"
He shook his head. "I quit."
I took another step back, not realizing how close we were to the stairs, and slipped.
The last thing I remembered before I blacked out was Hoseok's panicked face as he attempted to catch me.
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Who, Me?// Hoseok X Reader//✔Fanfiction
You accidentally text Jung Hoseok from BTS, but that mistake soon leads to friendship. But soon after, it leads to something bigger. Or does that something bigger happen with one of his most trusted friends?