~I can't even look at him anymore~

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I was sitting in the common room, humming a sweet tune to myself. I immediately stopped when I heard someone walking down the wooden stairs. The creeks echoed throughout the room.

"Woah! I didn't expect you here (Y/N)!" Ron exclaimed as he made his way towards me on the couch.

"Heh...." A fainted noise came out of my mouth. Not words, I don't think he even heard me.
I couldn't look at anyone anymore. Not even him...
The reason for this is...well... I'd like to know too.

"You seem awfully quiet.. Is there something the matter?" He asked, but not in the tone he usually spoke in, it sounded different. The way he was speaking was different. 

"I...!" A sharp pain went through my throat and my stomach. I almost screamed, and of course, Ron noticed my strange behaviour and my erratic movement.

"(Y/N)....? What's wrong?" He said in an even sharper tone than before. This wasn't him, it couldn't be. Oh, God..... Who could it be then, maybe one of the other Weasleys...? I don't know.

I opened my mouth again but instantly regretted because of the sharp pain that ascended through my body yet again.
This time, blood came out of my mouth. I covered it immediately and I could tell he noticed it too.

"(Y/N) what is happening to you? I'm taking you to the hospital wing. He jolted up and grabbed my hand luring me to the door that leads outside of the common room. I tore from his grip and walked back a few steps.
I realised I couldn't do anything about it or explain, so I just turned to the stairs leading to the girl's room and ran towards it.
He followed but couldn't go up the stairs.
Everyone was gone, not even a single soul was in the dorm, I looked back and saw Ron. How did he get up the stairs?. I through as I ran towards the bathroom, locking it.
As I pressed again the bathroom door, it faded away and I was thrown to the floor by some force.

That was the force that woke me up.

I jolted up from my bed, breathing heavily. Sweat dripping from my face.
What. Was. That. ? I thought to myself. Everyone was asleep and I could see the clock from my bed. 6:44.... Okay, okay.

As I was brushing my teeth I remembered the request Ron said to me.
Should I stop being Draco's friend? He was mean, arrogant, rude, full of himself, disrespectful, spiteful... And yet, it was hard for me to forget him. I decided to lie to everyone. I'd say I had broken the friendship between the two of us, but in reality, I was still his friend.
I finished what I was doing and went down to the common room.
Alone again. I chuckled a little bit to what I said and casually sat down on the couch.
I started daydreaming. But what happened next was... weird... Even for me.
I started thinking of him, Ron, what was I to him, what was he to me, do I really... No, don't tell me. Haha, funny joke silly. I giggled again to myself, but the laugh was dreadful.

No one could like me anyway...

I was then startled by someone whispering in my ear.

" Oi...!"

I jumped up from the couch and almost smacked whoever was there. Ron.... oh no... If there was even the slightest possibility of feeling yourself turn red then this was it. I was almost frozen in place. But when I started looking at his face longer, I couldn't stand it. I couldn't stand looking at him in the eyes.
When I got out of my trance, I stood straight and lightly smacked him on the head. Or should I say 'lightly' because he started talking about how that hurt a lot?
I looked away from him considering I couldn't stand looking into his bright eyes.

What's wrong with me?

I sat on the couch, and he followed quickly after. I sat in the middle and, even tho there was plenty of space, he sat right next to me.
The breath I was about to take was cut short when he did that, he was too close. If I know that we're friends then why do I feel like this now? What changed between us?
He started talking about stuff that I wasn't paying attention to. When he asked me something, I just sighed. I put his hand on my shoulder and turned me to face him.
Even if we were now facing each other I still found a way to not look him in the eyes.

"(Y/N) What's wrong? Did I say something to offend you or something?" He asked in a tone that shook my heart and twisted my stomach into a knot.

"N-No..." I was waiting for that sharp pain in my stomach, but it wasn't there. It must have been the dream that I had.
"I'm fine Ron, really, it's nothing you did, it's just, I uh... Didn't sleep well, that's all" I jumbled my words and tried having a smile on my face while doing it.
He started at me suspiciously, but nodded and started talking again.

" I have a weird question to ask you," I said all of a sudden.
He was waiting for it, but nothing came out of my mouth.
"uh, what is it...?" He said with a confused look plastered on his face.
"Wha- oh I'm sorry, nevermind" I said quickly
"You're acting weird (Y/N)" the only thing that could be heard now was the both of us breathing gradually.

" I said I'm fine Ron, stop worrying," I said with a cheeky look on my face..
"What that face for? And I wasn't worried, I was confused cause you were acting weird!"  It was just now that I realised the pink tint that was brushing against his cheeks.
I giggled and that seemed to have made him smile a bit. Now he was the one acting weird!
At least I could talk to him now. The dream that I had... What was it? Was indicating something that was about to come up, or was it just a normal nightmare that everyone has? I shrugged my shoulders a bit.

Not a while after we were faced by two people, Hermione and Harry, both still in their pyjamas and looking straight at us. Ron and I looked at each other, or well, he looked at me, while I just kind of looked the other way, but let's not talk about that!

"Why are you guys in your pyjamas? You should be properly dressed. You don't plan on going to class in that?!" Ron said jokingly and I just nodded my head at both of them. 
Ron and I were acting serious, but in reality, we could burst out laughing right now.

Hermione walked up to the both of us and smacked our heads as hard as she could.
Both of us yelled at her and we're trying to smack her back, but she started running away. She was too fast and both Ron and I just fell on top of the sofa.
Harry wasn't saying much, he was just laughing and starting as the three of us were running around the common room.

Hermione then out of nowhere kneeled down and asked me a question...

"Have you decided yet?" 

🌌Authors note🌌

I'm finally back my guys (and gals of course) I have been in isolation for a little while now and decided what better way is there to pass the time? Just write, but it took me while so sorry about that. I hope this is enough to satisfy you until I get my ass in gear and start writing more. Thank you, mates, and I'll see you in the next one.

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