RANTS OF A TRASHCAN

another dumb life update in a new decade

so...it's been a just over four years since i started this online diary and its so odd to me

i only come back and update on my life for me personally and for anyone who wants to read now

what's crazy is that four years ago i was 13 and writing stupid shit like crazy on this app and loving the attention i had gotten from my love for writing, it's crazy

now i'm 17, and i've devoted lots of hours to theatre where i express my creativity through acting and even playwriting for my own drama club.

i love looking at this online diary and reminiscing and cringing at my past self (and i'm still cringy as fuck now)

when i'm bored i write plots that never get published, but it's cleansing in a way to write (or type really) out what's bottled up inside. i think a lot of creativity, though it's just stupid teenage girl fan fictions, helps any creative writer expand their capabilities, and i love that so much.

i've definitely grown since i made this diary, and a lot has happened to me.

i was a freshman last time i updated this, and now i'm a struggling junior

i'm still doing loads of theatre, and two shows i've co-written went to a huge local festival (both my freshman and sophomore year)

i was nominated for a huge high school award for my portrayal of little red in into the woods my sophomore year

^the event is like the TONY's for high school kids, it was so much fun (but i didn't win haha)

we just did mamma mia! for my junior year musical and i played rosie :))))))) it was a blast

i won a talent show my sophomore year at my high school (i sang sign of the times...so sorry harold)

i got my first job back in august 2019 (one of my proudest moments, still currently working there)

i saw niall horan back in september 2018 (so fucking cool man, he's such a great performer)

and now i'm seeing harry styles on july 10th, and 5sos for the THIRD time on september 6th this year (i can't wait!!!!)

some of this shit might be halted because of our dear friend covid-19 :))) love her!!!!!!!!!

but ms rona got NOTHING on me bitch i've waited too damn long to see my idols

anyway this is my view for my harry concert to flex

pretty damn close...i'm geekin bruv

other than that, i've been bored bc of this social distancing and quarantine shit that i've been slacking in hw and have been going to work and have been sleeping too. my life isn't too crazy.

i think its so odd that all of us right now are a part of history; this coronavirus will make history books...wack

but if you're reading this, i hope that you're social distancing and staying safe because ms rona didn't come to play, she'll knock your ass out

i love every single one of you, and i'm working hard to keep myself happy and occupied. take  your vitamins, take your medication, drink your water, and sleep. see you all when i see you <3