I forgot that i am a Villainess

*Chapter 10

Mom ang Dad are silent when we are traveling

we are going home

i know they don't know what to say because they are still shocked

while my little brother is comfortable and sleeping at my lap like nothing happened at the City Hall

while Suki is confused

they don't know what to say in front of me

they are scared that i might cry or be nervous

they want me to live a happy life

and that happy life is crushed instantly starting when i become the disciple of Silver

well Silver didnt lie to me

i really have a high aptitude

well not normally high

it's monstrous actually

he must be so powerful that's why he knows about my talent without me testing my abilities yet

suddenly father spoke

"Sweetie are you okay?"

ask father in a concerned voice

i know he is just nervous to talk that's why he asked a dumb question

i gently smiled to them

"father dont worry, they dont know who i am"

i tell them reassuringly

they sighed

"dear you are still a big shot because you are the disciple of a Great Mage"

mother says gently

fearing her daughters life wont be peaceful

my heart warms

they care for me

they love me

eventhough they know that i am dangerous they still protect me and love me no matter what i am

and they didn't use me as a tool for greed

they are not that kind of people

and i am thankful to God

"I'm sorry sweetie, i am a very disappointing father"

my father says while guilt is showed in his face

"what do you mean father?"

i said confused

is there something that i didn't know?

my heart shook

don't tell me i am adopted!

i ask to myself

"did you observe your surroundings? no one had a silver hair in our family even outside, no one possesed a silver hair except the great mage Silver, i thought you have a silver hair because you are blessed, so it's true, but i didnt know that you would be so much blessed sweetie, i must not have let you attend the kids evaluation for magic when the Great Mage make you his disciple, i am sorry sweetie, father let you down, and now your life won't be peaceful anymore, dad is sorry please forgive me i am weak, but ill do anything for you to be safe"

my father said those words while crying

blaming himself

i can't help myself but to cry also

my goodness i thought i was adopted its a relief that i am not!

i love my family so much i can't bear to be apart from them

i felt warm on my chest

this is a father's love

and i thank God for it

"Dad, i don't blame you, this is my destiny, maybe i have a big purpose in this world, and always remember that you are the best Dad in the whole world!"

i said

he smiled and kissed me at my temple and i smiled

my mother is crying

my father hugged my mother

mother can't help herself but to wail

i know she is also sorry about me

a great power has a great responsibility

and i have a great responsibility

i am still a child but i already have a big responsibilities

but they know that i am different from others

i am a special child

i am mature for my age

instead of playing i insist studying

even studying swordmanship and martial arts

and i know in their eyes that they are proud of me

i sighed

i think my peaceful day would be over starting today

i must make my body strong to protect my love ones

i must immediately learn magic

i must study hard

to protect the people i care about

to protect their happiness

their laugh

their smile

everything

i need to be brave

i must overcome my fears

one day i must leave my parents to do my responsibilities

i must ready myself

i must be prepared for the incoming chaos

they need me

the people needs me

i am a blessed child

but i won't use my power for evil purposes

i will use it for the betterment of this world

I'll be the God's vassal to bring happiness and peace in this world

ill sacrifice my own happiness

i am created for a better purpose

and it's not to be broken hearted with some guys or be jealous to some girls who are blessed with many prince charming

i am better than this!

and from that moment ....the villainess forgot her role as the villainess