I forgot that i am a Villainess

*Chapter 11

after that day i increased my trainings in swordmanship

i am already 10 years old

next month i must attend school

i must prepare myself for the heroine and the leading mans

though they don't deserve my attention

i still need to be cautious

Alois still didn't visit me again

and i don't care

but i know my heart still stings

this stupid heart!

but the interesting part is that Kaizer is the one who always visited me

he knows who i am

he is a sharp boy

but still he is cute and i cant help but to pinch his cheeks and ruffle his hair

my brother always compete with him and he is always angry when Kaizer visits our estate i don't know why

but the thing is they are cute!

i never felt alone

i am satisfied with my life

Kaizer and i became friends

he always open up to me

like Alois

and yet i don't need to control myself when i am with Kaizer

i might be silent to him sometimes i still smiled to him and laugh depending on the situation

we have a great time together with my brother

the estate became more lively because of duels that my brother and Kaizer doing

about other things

its good that i already done studying etiquette, arts, music, dancing, arts, history, instruments, chess and other lessons that a noble must learn

well i am proud of my achievement
i studied magic using an old book that father gave me

i am still a child but i already finished studying basic lessons and advance lessons that a noble must learn

sometimes father trained me

and i become more silent to strangers

i am a very silly and cheery but warm with my loved ones

i emmit a regal aura

i am excellent at my swordmanship

when i swing my sword its like i am just dancing

that is what other says to me

i don't know if its true though

but who cares! i am still far from excellent!

i never forget to read books that completes my day and i missed my lazy life back at earth

my problem always is about my legendary attributes

and father only thought me basics

because he doesn't know how to teach me magic that is not in his scope

i might die or an accident might occur

and maybe it can lead to the destruction of the estate

or worst the Kingdom

the King never bothered us

i think he is scared of me

many families still want to gain connection to us but father is always fair and just