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I think I finally understand the reason...

While it is true that I am 21 years old, which kinda makes me an adult. It has something to do with my own maturity.

Now, don't get me wrong. I know that I have dirty thoughts in my mind and trust me, you're not the only ones. But...I sometimes suppressed my own thoughts because I didn't want anyone to either feel uncomfortable or maybe try to advantage of me. It's just that...I felt like I'm the only one who is mature and does understand the meaning of it.

I'm not telling you this to make you bad about yourself, but I will tell you this:

When you turn 21, you need to make a choice. Are you ready to become an adult willing to do what is best for you and hope that you will always follow your heart to a safe path? Or would you rather just be younger inside and never do anything that is safer for you when you don't realize it could end up leading you down a dangerous path to whatever gets thrown in your way, whether it's physical, mental, or emotional?

You don't have to speak your answer. This is just something for you; All of you, to just think about before you make that decision.

And for those of you who are or aren't in a relationship, I hope that you will find someone who will love you for who you really are. Don't try to be with someone who might have very bad intentions to make your life a living hell. Don't let your emotions, your demons, and the negatives overwhelm you. It's okay to acknowledge the heartbreaks, but don't deal with it on your own. You can talk to anybody who is close to you. Your parents, your siblings, your pets, your grandparents, your aunts/uncles, your relatives, your friends, just anybody that cares for you and can hear you out.

I know that I've said that I have good friends like you guys and I mean it. But..if any of you have grown any feelings for me that is beyond friendship, please understand that I'm not interested into having a relationship yet. I've already been heartbroken once and I rather not experience it ever again.

Anyways, thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy the rest of your day.